The Day I Went Away :|

Today is the last day here at office...and i had just did the Morning Briefing, Farewell briefing to my team, and am typing this thingy from his Lappie *Lolz*, gonna leave him & i must strong :( *am already trying to changed things, but i think the things can't changed anymore....it really hard when we didn't tried to changed it & talk it*

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Counting The Day...

Am counting the day to my FREEDOM... :|
Yeshh...tomorrow will be my last day at Office, it will be relieving yet sadly moment for me...
Relieving because this is that i want to & what i should do to save my heart & improving my future life, Sadly because i'll left some good friends of mine at this place & left my Cracky Heart *if you know what i mean *:( *gonna miss them for sure, esp. him T__T*

Am gonna stand my fight till' the last, hhmmm...actually all the peoples don't know the EXACT reason why i leave the company, i only told a lil' pieces of it, i still keeping it the whole reason for myself *sigh*
I should move on before am getting hurt deeply *in many aspects*, Finally...i've made my decision after a quite long thinking *Praying, Thinking...Thinking..., Bali Moment, etc* & Finally the FINALE gonna happen tomorrow *sigh*
I must strong ! I must moving forward ! Because every Choices has it's own Risks.

Just let everything happen based on GOD's Plan, not mine, because that's the BEST Plan. And because i already trying many as i can, if the things doesn't change then what i should do...i had my own limit too...


Hope...everything ahead will be better than what i've got today...
Am still FIGHTING for my Future, still FIGHTING for my Heart, still FIGHTING for Everything in my Life...

Hope...Tomorrow will be better than Today :)

♥

I Learn...

It's been a while am not blogging, miss my blogging moment badly :(

and it's been half year i work at this investment company, i learn a lot in this place, i learn about life, relationship, and many more that i never got in my previous year, yesh...all the things happened changed me a lot.

It's been few months since my "BLINK" moment, it get better for me even sumtimes i remembered all the things happened and feeling lost :(, i've already try to make a distance but everyday we meet and it makes me sumtimes act really weird or maybe am jealous (_ _"), everything turn into stranger for us, like we never get close before *even sumtimes he act like we're friend but it still strange for me*.

Rite now am gonna resign from this company, and i already told my boss *today* am feeling relieved, i think i left some of my heart at this place....

yesh i learn a lot, i learn to forgive, i learn to love & be loved, i learn to letting go of my past, every people here teach me many things.

I'm happy & sad at the same time....

Ooo..GOD i'm not fall for him already but i do really care bout' him...badly >___< *dunno what happened to me*

Now...am trying to letting go... *poor me :(*

Wish me luck... :)