Moonlite and A Cup of Coffee ♥

Worst Gone Great ♥

2012-01-07T00:30:00.000+07:00

Today...got one of my hardest day...

i've got call from one of my client & says that something went very bad (_ _")

so i must go to the location & it really make me depressed, but i must keep fighting !

Then i meet one of my anotha' client who offers me some drink, under the influence of alcohol it feels like everything's gonna blow up !

Tired...very tired...

and i want to talk to someone, who will reduce my depressed... *very rarely feelings of mine*

talk to him always makes me smile, laugh, relief & last but not least sleeping with smile on my face :)

Thankz FATHER for sending me an Angel ♥
*Happy ;)*

It's amazing how some people can make your day a Whole lot Better by just them talking to you.

:)

2012-01-05T21:18:00.000+07:00

FATHER...actually am very tired with all these things...

i called this...just anotha' ❛Blink❜

oh FATHER...am i that strong enough??
YOU made me from flesh & blood not an Iron...

am just wondering...why YOU make me through all these things...

This is too much... :'(

Enough...

#NowPlaying Boston by Augustana

Bye 2011, Welcome 2012

2012-01-03T23:08:00.001+07:00

In the beginning of 2012...
Fells like everything drop into mess, am tired with all this thing.
It's the weakest moment of mine, everything was just not right..

Am not sure that this is what i want, but LORD already put me here, so it must be a purpose in disguise.
oh LORD...please show me the way, am i that strong enough?
mixed feelings... (@_@)

❝ Even Superman have his Kryptonite...❞

Bye 2011
Welcome 2012...Surprising me please *in good way ;)*

2011-12-22T21:35:00.000+07:00

Suddenly miss my braces & my black long hair ♥
miss the old times when i don't need to think a lottz...
miss when everything work inside the line,
miss the breeze of the beach, miss all the inspirations,
miss the laugh, miss when everything's get right...
actually i MISS My Life... ♥

(◦'ںˉ◦)

2011-12-11T14:40:00.001+07:00

OMG...life's full of surprise...indeed...
suddenly got this feeling, feels like a weirdo (@_@)

is this true or not, still didn't know...

Let's everything happened based on HIS way ;)
Hhmmm...GOTCHA !!

♥

Dear FATHER,

2011-12-02T22:13:00.001+07:00

Dear My Beloved FATHER,

Even though the Sky is falling, even though the Life getting Darker & Harder...
Still i have very Big Faith to YOU FATHER,
The ONE that i Never Doubt, The ONE that i can Trust in my entire Life...
Actually FATHER...am i that Strong enough??

From: YOUR Daughter who is missing YOU badly ♥

2011-12-02T20:48:00.001+07:00

Just want to say:
If you Respect me, i will Respect you MORE !!

Please...NEVER got involved with my business !!
I Own MINE, so be RESPECTFULL !!

In The END...it makes me CAN'T Trust anyone, anybody...

Don't know WHEN the time i CAN Trust anyone....

FAKE & BULLSHIT !!

Oh, C'mon FATHER...am not that Strong, am tired...very TIRED....
please take me far away from HERE !!

Can i beg YOU FATHER, please pick me up...

Please hold my hand & TAKE me...

Take all my WOUND...

Take all my Disappointment...

Just because i'm Patiently enough, that doesn't mean i can do this all my Life,
Actually you don't have any idea what i COULD DO !!

2011-11-29T23:25:00.001+07:00

This life starting look like have the color...

Starting to smile again, looks like my personal life more relax, fun & easier ;)

LIFE...please be nice to me this time :)

2011-11-27T11:54:00.001+07:00

Today's Quote:

❝ It's not about how MUCH Time you HAVE, It's what you CHOOSE to do with IT !❞
~ Rebecca Wilson | Spy Kids: All the Time in the World ~

2011-11-19T22:50:00.000+07:00

It's working time at my spare time & guess what...i meet my friend ;)

Happy Wedding 11/11/11 ♥

2011-11-11T23:25:00.000+07:00

Happy Wedding to my Lil' sister *11/11/11*

Finally it's your moment to create a New Family, hope everything gonna be Great & full of Blessings ;)

Have a Wonderful Marriage ♥
Cheers :)

2011-11-09T22:29:00.000+07:00

At least...My heart beating fast ;)

Life's full of Mystery...can't wait for the next surprise =P

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

2011-09-07T00:49:00.000+07:00

I want to give a review for Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream *my latest gift* ;)

This cream makes my hand skin smooth & smelled so good & fresh like real citrus *fresh*, also it has cute package and i found from the review of this product that it contains extracts of such fruits rich in vitamin C as orange, tangerine, lemon and pomelo to soften the rough skin of hands. It allows better nail regeneration. Besides, the product contains arbutin, a whitening ingredient, leaving the skin of hands fair and soft. Love IT !! ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

and you girls can check this product HERE

Smiles :*

Those Korean Souvenirs :)

2011-09-06T23:23:00.000+07:00

Today i got souvenirs from my neighbor at my work place & she's also one of my tenant. She's very humble & nicely auntie, and today got a lil' bit shock because she call me & said that she have some souvenirs for me from her latest vacation at Korea, Omo...she remembering me while she's on vacation *Woow...really touched O(╥﹏╥)O*

Then...the souvenirs come to my Office, i got 2 bags of souvenirs. One for Chang Da Jie (one of my Da Jie at office) & one for me and the other friends *because this nicely auntie only known me & Chang Da Jie* hehehehe

When i already received the bag, wondering what inside the bag...then i found lottzz...of snacks (Chocolate with any kind of fruit flavor, choco biscuits, Nori - Seaweed with any kind of flavor, lotzz more of Chocolate *again*, then last but not least an orange jar contained with cream *lately i recognize it as Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream ;)*

It really brighten my day...Today, before the meeting begin i got the pack of souvenirs hehehehe *ohh...snackssss :D :D :D*

Thankies auntie ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

Smiles :*

I Won't Let You Go by James Morrison

2011-09-04T12:25:00.001+07:00

Fall in ♥ with this song since the first time i hear it !!

He has amazing voice, his music is great too, am Lovin IT ! ;)

James Morrison - I Won't Let You Go

• I Choose...Someday •

2011-08-14T01:40:00.003+07:00

Time flies really fast...

feels like it still yesterday, but..peoples changed...things changed...

everything starting from the beginning...process then ending, time fades...

peoples married, having baby (birth) then died & so on.

Peoples around me are getting married, yeah...and it really wonderful

having own family, sounds really great, and yeah someday i want to own my own family...

Someday...not at the moment :)

I do lotz of thinking...

peoples always asking me who is my BF & when is my turn to get married, there's a lotz of expectations, it Sucks you know ! *am tired with all that question*

and am not the kind of people who want to make anybody happy being who i am not !

Yesh...someday i want to get married with someone who can grow old with me, maybe...not at the moment.

am happy to choose what i do really want, am happy with my SINGLE LIFE :) *noted*

WHY...peoples always thought that if we want to get Happy we should getting Married ??

that's not what i thought...happiness is what we create inside us, not from a thing or anyone !!

i CHOOSE to live my life happily with / without a Man.

i do really agree with the idea of a Marriage, but that's not fit with me at the moment.

Someday...i will says ❛ I Do ❜

Someday...when i meet ❛ My Stranger ❜

Someday...when GOD showing our Path,

Someday...when we're Ready,

Someday...at right time, right place & right man,

Someday...when we Grateful for each of us Existence,

Someday... ;)

♥

❝ Being Complete doesn't always makes you Happy,
but Being Happy...IT will Complete you :)❞

2011-08-08T23:58:00.000+07:00

Dunno why...but suddenly feels that my personal life more Easier...Now, without any interuption from anyone in anyway, but...still my profesional life tough ! *hahaha*

❝ Let anything PROFESIONAL stays PROFESIONAL and anything PERSONAL stays safe in it's Place !❞

P.S: Can't wait for Long Holidays this month, can't wait for end of August ♥

2011-07-31T18:21:00.007+07:00

Today finally am OFF !
Going to the Carrefour for buying my monthly needs with my lil' sista, but today shopping really SUCKS, coz there's a lotz of peoples shop for preparing next month holiday (⌣_⌣”) and today i got NO TROLLEY *DAMN !*
hmm...at least today i got some what i do really needs ;)

Finally i eat it *yayyyy... =P* What i LOVE ♥

My Today DVD ;) *i ♥ Korean Drama*

Gonna enjoying my Day !! so enjoy it yours too ;)

2011-07-30T22:48:00.001+07:00

Fall in Love with this song, don't know why but it feels different...

Been a while i didn't listen to K-Pop, now am back to listen it again =P

비스트 Beast - Fiction

2011-07-23T15:21:00.001+07:00

Today's Marathon finally DONE !! :)
Thanx to all the team, who make everything happened really well ^^

2011-07-22T23:29:00.003+07:00

Hmm...suddenly blur-ing...

Still praying, trying my best...and i don't give a DAMN for anyone !!

Will spreading my wings & flying, no one can't stop it until...The one who want to flying together :)

Actually...already set the limit since the beginning, this full year will do the hardwork, hardwork & hardwork, another thing is second priority.

arrggh...gonna sleeping now, preparing my bods for tomorrow marathon, actually...am one of the committee >____<

Wish me luck :)

Happy B'Day :) Quarter Century plus One

2011-07-18T21:50:00.014+07:00

Today is my Quarter Century plus One B'Day... ;)
Thanx LORD i already passed my quarter century with lotz of experienced, sadness, happiness

Thanx for Everything & Everyone in my life ^^

♥

Where I Am ??

2011-07-17T22:51:00.035+07:00

Suddenly...i don't know where's my direction...

Suddenly...don't know what i am to do...

all the things just pop out from my head...

Where i am...

What i am to do...

Lotz of thinking,
till' it when i will to do this and that...

perhaps GOD want me through all this things...

Many things happened, but still...i feel that i don't made everything right !

there's still a burried passion, still try to find it, still try to make a way, but till... when??

fortunately...i already lost my gulity feeling, all the sadness...

Will write a new chapter, a new page but it still in the same book :)

will take all the opportunities in front of me,

will exploring myself more deeply,

will do everything like there's no box,

hey...it almost the ending of my Quarter Century

flashback for everything happened, analyse & take the lessons,

counting down...

for my Quarter Century plus One

2011-07-15T23:09:00.016+07:00

10:56 pm

I had just come home, such a tough day at office *sigh*

i mean really it is.

really though...all the ending & decision just already happened.

Lost a friend...

even he make mistake *BIG MISTAKE*...he still be my friend, everybody got a second chance rite??

even we're not at the same place, hope we can still be friend :)
Gud luck then & FAREWELL my friend...

till we meet again...

2011-07-13T01:45:00.007+07:00

❝ Actually i Thank GOD, HE didn't gave what i WANT, HE give me what i NEED ♥ ❞

Updating...

2011-07-13T00:57:00.010+07:00

Hii...wanna say hi & updating... =P

Been a while & lotz many things happened, Now...am already work at one of the biggest property group in town since the beginning of April :) *still in the process of learning too...*

Hmm...but dunno why...i still do chasing my passion, still can't forget it, still want to do it, still want to reach it, still want to make it come true, still want IT, still want...
trying to find a way to going there...

Wish me luck, Cheers ♥

ps: am already getting over him, if he's happy, am happy too...for all the decision he made :)
thanx for not giving him to me LORD *yayyy...Thanx LORD :)*

Thanx :)

2011-06-22T20:48:00.010+07:00

I don't know why you said "Thanx" at those moment, when i asked why you said that?

you just said..."don't ask", coz' you already tired & will going to sleep.

Then the day after Happened !

hhmm...but maybe i already got it Now...WHY !

Trial & Error huhh..

Maybe this is it...

It just Only IF... :)

It could be the last time, coz i won't into it anymore...

Won't reply your calling *anywhere*, must standing on your own thought & decision.
already made a promise that i won't care anymore...
i won't "Be There" anymore :|

FAREWELL...

Excited mode: ON

2011-01-28T23:50:00.001+07:00

Oh LORD...am EXCITED >___<
a lot of things come across into my mind, exciting with all the ideas, woohoo...my heart beat faster NOW !!
Can't wait to REALIZE IT !!
Now...am still doing the surveying & observing, hope 2011 will be my success year, AMEN.
Yesh...Yesh...LORD is So GREAT, will taking care of My LIFE & My FAMILY now :)

Wish me Luck peepz :)

I'm a Brown Tiger :)

2011-01-26T12:54:00.003+07:00

I've found this Fun Application when am browsing on the internet.
Check the site HERE
This application such as a fortune telling thingy, they tell your personality based on your date of birth.

and here's my Result:

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.

You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.
You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.
Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.

Hmm...it really surprised hahahaha, what do you think?
Go on check it yours... ;)

Better Off This Way :)

2011-01-21T11:28:00.002+07:00

Hello world...
i've already make decision & take control of my heart, maybe...am better off this way..., i think GOD already showing me the sign :)
will healing my heart first & recently DON'T WANT to get involved in any Love Relationship, but if am falling in love...it will be another story, i just want those feeling come to me naturally :), hmm...let say i just want "ACCIDENTALY IN LOVE but STAY IN PURPOSE" not because am feeling Lonely or being force by all the things / peoples surround me.

I will make a Living & enjoy every single of it :)

AM READY FOR LIFE
AM READY FOR NEW CHAPTER
AM READY FOR NEW EXPERIENCE

Wish Me Luck ^^

Complicated...

2011-01-19T01:01:00.002+07:00

Suddenly missing him... (╥_╥)

totally have no idea what should i do, i can't meet him anymore... *maybe i can meet him occasionally*

Actually i met him everyday before...and now can not see his stupid, funny yet seriously face...makes me missing him BADLY >__<

*Honestly...i messed up everything, it's just because of me... and now when i already lost it made me feel sad (_ _")*

Already Tired (_ _")

2011-01-12T00:55:00.002+07:00

Wooo...am TIRED !!
Lot of things happened really fast lately...

Confusing...dunno what to do, already trying to make a change, but it didn't work, hmm...maybe this is my fault for giving an ignorance, but actually i NEVER mean it :'(

arrghhh...!!!
Tired of THINKING...
Tired of WONDERING...
Tired of GUESSING...
(_ _")

GOD...actually gave me some answer that day, but i think it still on progress, a lil' bit shock...when i miss that person, he shows up at my house *not for me, like he used to be, but for another thing*, and the other one is angry with me becoz' i didn't pick up his call *but i don't miss him* *haiiiisshh....* hate this feeling....TIRED !!!

Ooww...geezz gonna sleep soon, my body & mind really need a break, hope i can safely back into my normal life, Bless me FATHER...

sigh

2011-01-10T01:01:00.003+07:00

Hhhm...actually am COMPLICATED !! (╥_╥)

My feeling is messed up, i mean really messed up...

Still being attached with my previous feeling *trying to cleaning & healing my heart* but suddenly another one is come into my life very fast & am not ready for that (still dun have any feeling...Randomly) *coz i don't want to hurt anybody*

Ohh...GOD is this UR answer to me, so sorry becoz am pushing U really hard...

am needing UR answer, i mean The BEST ANSWER...

What I'm Doing...Recently

2011-01-05T03:03:00.003+07:00

I just can't sleep...
enjoying my productive nite moment ;)

What am doing is:

Making 2011 Resolution
Preparing for ma Online Shop Stuff *it's been hiatus for bout' six months, because of my Office Work*
Listening to Secondhand Serenade, The Script & Daughtry *Three of my My fave Music ♥*
Blogging *LOLz*
Downloading Songz :)
Monitoring gold price *still monitoring it...hehehehe*

Really enjoying what am doing :) :)
and maybe i just don't want to sleep *LOLz*

2011 ♥

2011-01-03T22:05:00.001+07:00

It's 2011 !

Suddenly got the feeling that this year gonna be Great :)
actually 2010 is my hardest year so far, from the beginning of 2010 till' the end of the year i felt really hard to through it.

in 2010...
All the "test & trial" is come over, over & over again (_ _"), but i learn a lot from this year & it changed me to be a better me :)

Happy New Year 2011 ♥

2011-01-01T23:49:00.003+07:00

Happy New Year 2011 ♥
btw...this year i don't celebrate the New Year, i don't celebrate New Year's Eve too.
What i do at New Year's Eve is SLEEP *Lolz*, hhmm...nothing special in this New Year, it feels like the other average day.

In the morning i woke up, the weather really cloudy & i feels really gloomy. Hmmm...why this New Year is starting with gloomy weather & day :( and it feels like it's not a New Year but only other average day.

Today in this New Year i had a plan to meeting up with my old friends, yeahh...at least i can enjoying my day with Smile & Laugh :) and forgot the gloomy day & part of my heart which is left at 2010 ;)

My Partner in Crimes . Sister. Beztiez ♥

Happy New Year 2011

Starting The New Chapter of 2011 ♥
GBU all :)

The Day I Went Away :|

2010-12-30T09:57:00.009+07:00

Today is the last day here at office...and i had just did the Morning Briefing, Farewell briefing to my team, and am typing this thingy from his Lappie *Lolz*, gonna leave him & i must strong :( *am already trying to changed things, but i think the things can't changed anymore....it really hard when we didn't tried to changed it & talk it*

.....

Counting The Day...

2010-12-29T22:39:00.006+07:00

Am counting the day to my FREEDOM... :|
Yeshh...tomorrow will be my last day at Office, it will be relieving yet sadly moment for me...
Relieving because this is that i want to & what i should do to save my heart & improving my future life, Sadly because i'll left some good friends of mine at this place & left my Cracky Heart *if you know what i mean *:( *gonna miss them for sure, esp. him T__T*

Am gonna stand my fight till' the last, hhmmm...actually all the peoples don't know the EXACT reason why i leave the company, i only told a lil' pieces of it, i still keeping it the whole reason for myself *sigh*
I should move on before am getting hurt deeply *in many aspects*, Finally...i've made my decision after a quite long thinking *Praying, Thinking...Thinking..., Bali Moment, etc* & Finally the FINALE gonna happen tomorrow *sigh*
I must strong ! I must moving forward ! Because every Choices has it's own Risks.

Just let everything happen based on GOD's Plan, not mine, because that's the BEST Plan. And because i already trying many as i can, if the things doesn't change then what i should do...i had my own limit too...

Hope...everything ahead will be better than what i've got today...
Am still FIGHTING for my Future, still FIGHTING for my Heart, still FIGHTING for Everything in my Life...

Hope...Tomorrow will be better than Today :)

♥

I Learn...

2010-12-13T20:05:00.004+07:00

It's been a while am not blogging, miss my blogging moment badly :(

and it's been half year i work at this investment company, i learn a lot in this place, i learn about life, relationship, and many more that i never got in my previous year, yesh...all the things happened changed me a lot.

It's been few months since my "BLINK" moment, it get better for me even sumtimes i remembered all the things happened and feeling lost :(, i've already try to make a distance but everyday we meet and it makes me sumtimes act really weird or maybe am jealous (_ _"), everything turn into stranger for us, like we never get close before *even sumtimes he act like we're friend but it still strange for me*.

Rite now am gonna resign from this company, and i already told my boss *today* am feeling relieved, i think i left some of my heart at this place....

yesh i learn a lot, i learn to forgive, i learn to love & be loved, i learn to letting go of my past, every people here teach me many things.

I'm happy & sad at the same time....

Ooo..GOD i'm not fall for him already but i do really care bout' him...badly >___< *dunno what happened to me*

Now...am trying to letting go... *poor me :(*

Wish me luck... :)

Bali Holiday :)

2010-11-24T14:32:00.057+07:00

Yayyyy...it's my Bali Holiday

after a year planning for this hols with brotha' Bee & Fa, finally we can realization this plan ;)

The Journey's Begin

They Both Gorgeous

Dinner with Bro & Sist :)

Brotha' Bee

Sist' Fa

With Bro's

It's BEACH TIME...yayyyy ;)

With Marcus (The Traveler) & Ernie :)

Just a BLINK...

2010-10-16T03:16:00.007+07:00

it just happened...
after confused thingy, desperate with the "old thing", on the way to my healing thingy...something come even am not really sure coz' lotz of a - z thingy factor & i thought it will really hard to let go the old thing *YESH...i really did*.
it came really fast in my new chapter of life after the "old thing", not realized at first...but after all this things happened & the attentions slowly fade away make me feeling lost...

Honestly...
am feeling comfy...but still lotz of thingy in my head *this & that & not really sure*, but i want those attentions back ! *sounds really selfish..huh !*
it's like GOD says: "Look child I still ♥ you, still blessed u, u still live your life after the "old thing" happened."
hahaha...maybe GOD give me all this "blinking moment" to make me realized that my life still beautiful & wonderful, and one thing..that HE still give me a warm Heart :)
Thanx FATHER for this experience...will keeping my "precious thing" in safety place, till' YOU open it & giving it to me :) Thanx for this teary smile...Thanx for created me strong outside :) *inside am fragile...ALERT ! Lolz*

Rite now 3:00 AM in the morning & i still can't sleep...after a few hours ago texted *feels like stranger :(* hhmm...later i think should make a distance to make me strong & back to my "safety place" *maybe it really hard coz i'm SELFISH !* maybe this is one of my healing moment after hard to let go the "old thing", maybe this is the TESTING that GOD give me *arrgghhh....really tiring to passing all this moment again*, my mind not really into it & i already blocked it, but honestly why...tears drop from my eyes *after the strange thingy*, but am not really hurt...confusing >__<

still dunno what i feel... maybe i must get over it & passing this testing before am getting deeply into it *SURELY*, still waiting the trully "gift" from GOD :)
wish me luck... *11:11* ;)

Now Playing: I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN by SPLENDER
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...

2010-09-03T14:21:00.001+07:00

Not in my good mood...

Randomly...

BLANK...

but thanx GOD today is Friday, last day of my work week...
typing this thingy at my office...can't wait for going home... :)

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(_ _")

2010-08-26T15:47:00.001+07:00

Rite now...am at my office, lil' bit sleepy & tired. Really need a spare time to relaxing my Brain (_ _")
kinda busy these days, i mizz blogging, enjoying my moment, reading my fave book, taking picture, listening my fave song...really mizz those times >__<
will trying to find a spare time to do it my fave things.

Rite now...i do really need My BED, PILLOW & BOLSTER & Good song :'(

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Thanx GOD it's Friday !

2010-07-30T23:10:00.001+07:00

Been really busy these days, today is the last day working for this week and it's mean i must attending End of Month's meeting *wheeeww*
Really need to hibernate, need to sleep, need to recover my bods !
gonna blogging *again* soon,
will enjoy my Friday nite on the bed & i'll turn the light OFF, Finally *Yatta !* before back to my daily routine

You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
- Eleanor Roosevelt -

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Still Have Faith in SPAIN ;)

2010-06-22T05:27:00.002+07:00

wohoooo...am so happy todayyy coz Spain beat Honduras 2:0 after they lost from Switzerland 1:0 at previous match, not really satisfied...but at least they could go to next level and still fighting till the last match at World Cup.

Today thanx to DV7 (David Villa), even though he missed the penalty kick goal am still happy, he's still da man, all the scores has made by him with others help *of course* :)

SPAIN is the greatest team ever !

btw...my Fave one in this team are not the striker, i love the Goalkeeper "Iker Casillas Fernandez" he had a great skill, agility, speed & also a Saviour for the Team. Talented Captain.

i HEART 'em ♥

The Dynamic Duo ♥

San Iker (St. Iker) :)

P.S: Whatever happen...i STILL have Faith in SPAIN, Vida La España ;)

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After Midnight

2010-06-06T02:29:00.003+07:00

arrghh...i miss this blogging thingy moment...
miss to write what i feel, miss to post the pic that i like, miss my productive writing moment after midnight, miss many things here... ;)
Think i'm gonna start blogging again *frequently*
most of my blogging moment starting when i'm feeling depressed with all the situations around me and what my heart feels, it feels like yesterday happened when i'm feeling stressful with my uni thingy, but Thanx GOD all this confusing thingy is almost over =D *still bless me LORD*
and i'm lil' bit confusing too with my 3 major blogs, i love these 3 blogs (Blogspot, Wordpress, Posterous) coz each blog had their own characteristic & advantages, which one should i choose become my major blog (_ _") *i love 3 of it !* too much blog huh ?!
hmmm...one thing for sure, i'll continue blogging with these 3 blogs and maybe i don't need to choose it ;)
will writing on these 3 wonderful blogs of mine ^^
♥

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Memories..Will Ever Stay ??

2010-05-17T12:03:00.005+07:00

i'm writing this thingy while i'm waiting for my lecturer, here..this place make me flashback few years ago, when i'm always waiting for next class, when i had lotz of curious thingy inside my head, when i'm always guessed..., a smile, thoughts, curiousity, falling :) yeah...some place sumtimez make us remembering *again* all the thing happened.

I used to hate all the things happened and i used to smile too LOLz
lotz of things happened and Thanx JC i'm still strong and always can smile :)

Life's Moving On...
I'm Looking Forward...
Never Looking Back on My Past...

hhhmmm...gonna enjoy this moment of mine, when there's no one inside,
someday i'm gonna miss it ;) *trying to throw all the bad memories away, think i did it hahahaha*

p.s: lil' bit sleepy :(

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Song at The Moment (It's May Already) :)

2010-05-04T09:00:00.002+07:00

Recently like all this songs, it's very easy listening songs *time to relaxing my brain for a while :)*
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Boston

2010-04-30T17:27:00.002+07:00

This is one of my fave song, i can listen to this song over and over again. Mostly i'm listen it when i'm alone, give me such a huge motivation & spirit. Juz tryin' to find my "Boston" =P
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Happy.Sunny.Friday

2010-04-30T11:05:00.002+07:00

I must studying & prepare everything *NOW* for the next monday *another monday*, hahahaha...my life startin' at monday lately *it should be on tuesday in my case =P*, i hope today the weather still sunny juz like now, hope there's no rain coz it makes me lazy all day long.
Brightly Sunny Day, please still be it in this day :)

Enjoying ur Happy Sunny Friday guyz ;)

p.s: Hey all the laziness...please GO AWAY !!!

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Posterous :)

2010-04-27T20:41:00.004+07:00

Alredi here on Posterous, i'm gonna write here too..
come to my new Posterous Blog, tryin' to manage all my blogs directly from dis blog ;)
Testing...

Lolz

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NEW UPDATED !!!

2010-04-20T04:02:00.006+07:00

Come to my anotha' Blog, my new pleasure, i called it It's A Celebration..., i've made it on January this year of 2010 & it more simple from this blog. I think i'm gonna write my daily updated there, but i still checkin' on this blog tho' :)

It's L♥ve ;)

2010-04-19T14:13:00.003+07:00

Enjoying my day and hey...i've got a new Fave drink, i've try it fo' the first time and i really like it. The drink named "L♥ve Juice" and i taste the pomegranate flavour, it's refreshing.

♥ it :)

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All About Me

2010-02-19T19:46:00.004+07:00

Question Categories

Your Physical Feature ?
My eye color: Dark Brown

My hair color: Black

Right-handed or left-handed: Right

My best physical feature: Eyes, Shoulder

Number of piercings: 6

Number of tattoos: Ask Me

Your Favorites ?

My perfect pizza: Super Supreme

Favorite cartoon as a child: Doraemon, Sailormoon, Dragon Ball

Favorite color: White & Shocking Pink

Favorite celebrity: Oprah Winfrey, Victoria Beckham, Megan Fox, Angelina Jolie, mannyyyyy

Favorite food dish: Italian, Japanese, Western

Favorite scent: White Musk

My favorite music genre: Rock, Jazz, Reggae, R&B, Hip Hop, mannnyyy
My favorite singer: Manyyyy…Mostly with initial ‘J’…lolz

My favorite season: Summer

Favorite drink: Iced Lemon Tea, Coffee, Fresh Juice, Chocolate Milk, Pocari Sweat

Favorite ice cream flavor: Anything mixed with Kahlua *as long as not DURIAN*
Your favorite book: Tuesdays with Morrie *so far*

Favorite day of the week: Saturday

Favorite author: Mitch Albom

Favorite outfit: Summer Dress, Short pants & t-shirt *any casual outfits* :)

Personal Preferences ?

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea

Chocolate or Vanilla: Both

Cappuccino or Coffee: Both

Silver or Gold: Silver…at dis moment

Heads or tails: Heads

Sweet or sour: Sweet and Sour

Bad Habits ?

Do you swear: Sumtimez

Do you gossip: yesh…if i’m in a Good Mood

Are you addicted to caffeine: Yesh !

Your Personality ?

Pet peeve: LIAR !!!

Do you like yourself: Absolutely YEAH !

When I’m sad or down, I… Cry, Listening Music then Pray :)

Define yourself in 3 words… Easy Going, Moody, Unpredictable

Are you a very emotional person: Yes

Miscellaneous ?

Thoughts first waking up: Thanx JC I’m STILL Alive =D

My bedtime: Depend…mostly after Midnite *if am not working*

Have you been in love: Yes

Do you like thunderstorms: Yeah

My parents are… My Inspiration, My Motivation

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes…there olweiz possibility in dis Life….Rite

Do you have pets: Yes

One time I got drunk and… Jackpot !!! hahahahaha

What can’t you live without: JC, Mother Mary, My Famz, My Frenz, Music

I am addicted to… Caffein, Music, Beach, Chocolate, Seafood, Books, Tattoos

Are you ticklish: Yes

What makes you laugh: Mostly…My Parents…^^

Do you believe in God: With All My Heart

ps: i’ll add it some more later,
if u have any question just ask me

2010-02-17T00:13:00.002+07:00

“Tolong, jangan tusuk saya!”

Saya pernah menonton suatu program TV yang menunjukkan proses aborsi pada bayi usia 6 bulan. Dokter dengan sarung tangan memegang gunting dan pisau untuk ‘membuka’ perut ibu. Beberapa menit kemudian, bagian perut sudah tersayat, dan dalam sekejap, saya melihat suatu adegan yang membuat jantung saya hampir berhenti berdetak: keluarlah sebuah tangan kecil dari perut itu memegangi ujung gunting itu, seolah berteriak, “Tolong, jangan menusuk saya!” Namun mungkin para dokter itu sudah terbiasa melakukan “pekerjaan” itu. Tak lama kemudian hancurlah sudah tubuh manusia kecil dan tak berdaya itu. Bayi kecil itu mati terpotong-potong. Tidak sebagai manusia, namun hanya sebagai ‘benda’ yang dibuang karena dianggap mengganggu dan tidak diharapkan….

Pro Choice vs Pro-life

Di Amerika dewasa ini, terdapat isu yang cukup hangat, yang tak jarang mengundang perdebatan, yaitu mengenai aborsi. Umumnya mereka yang setuju aborsi menyebut diri sebagai ‘pro- choice‘ -karena mengacu kepada hak ibu untuk ‘memilih’ nasib dirinya dan bayi yang dikandungnya; sedangkan yang tidak setuju menyebut diri ‘pro-life‘. Gereja Katolik sendiri selalu ada dalam posisi “pro-life” karena Gereja Katolik selalu mendukung kehidupan manusia, tak peduli seberapa muda usianya, termasuk mereka yang masih di dalam kandungan.

Sebenarnya secara objektif terminologi yang dipakai sudah rancu, karena ‘pro-choice‘ sebenarnya bukan ‘choice‘, sebab pilihan yang diambil dalam hal ini hanya satu, yaitu membunuh bayi yang masih dalam usia kandungan. Sang bayi yang kecil dan lemah itu tidak membuat pilihan, sebab ia ditentukan untuk mati. Tragisnya, yang menentukan kematiannya adalah ibunya sendiri yang mengandungnya.

Kapan kehidupan manusia terbentuk?

Gereja Katolik ‘pro- life‘ karena Tuhan mengajarkan kepada kita untuk menghargai kehidupan, yang diperoleh manusia sejak masa konsepsi (pembuahan) antara sel sperma dan sel telur. Kehidupan manusia terbentuk pada saat konsepsi, karena bahkan dalam ilmu pengetahuan-pun diketahui, “Sebuah zygote adalah sebuah keseluruhan manusia yang unik.”[1] Pada saat konsepsi inilah sebuah kesatuan sel manusia yang baru terbentuk, yang lain jika dibandingkan dengan sel telur ibunya, ataupun sel sperma ayahnya. Pada saat konsepsi ini, terbentuk sel baru yang terdiri dari 46 kromosom (seperti halnya sel manusia dewasa) dengan kemampuan untuk mengganti bagi dirinya sendiri sel-sel yang mati.[2] Analisa science menyimpulkan bahwa fertilisasi bukan suatu “proses” tetapi sebuah kejadian yang mengambil waktu kurang dari satu detik. Selanjutnya, dalam 24 jam pertama, persatuan sel telur dan sperma bertindak sebagai sebuah organisme manusia, dan bukan sebagai sel manusia semata-mata. Selengkapnya, untuk melihat pandangan para scientists tentang kapan hidup manusia dimulai, silakan membaca di link ini, silakan klik .

Masalahnya, orang-orang yang “pro-choice” tidak menganggap bahwa yang ada di dalam kandungan itu adalah manusia, atau setidaknya mereka menghindari kenyataan tersebut dengan berbagai alasan. Padahal science sangat jelas mengatakan terbentuknya sosok manusia adalah pada saat konsepsi (pembuahan sel telur oleh sel sperma). Pada saat itulah Tuhan ‘menghembuskan’ jiwa kepada manusia baru ciptaan-Nya, yang kelak bertumbuh dalam rahim ibunya, dapat lahir dan berkembang sebagai manusia dewasa. Adalah suatu ironi untuk membayangkan bahwa kita manusia berasal dari ‘fetus’ yang bukan manusia. Logika sendiri sesungguhnya mengatakan, bahwa apa yang akan bertumbuh menjadi manusia layak disebut sebagai manusia.

Dasar Kitab Suci

1. Kitab suci juga mengajarkan bahwa manusia sudah terbentuk sebagai manusia sejak dalam kandungan ibu:

Yes 44:2: “Beginilah firman TUHAN yang menjadikan engkau, yang membentuk engkau sejak dari kandungan dan yang menolong engkau…”

Allah sendiri mengatakan telah membentuk kita sejak dari kandungan, artinya, sejak dalam kandungan kita sudah menjadi manusia yang telah dipilih-Nya.

Ayb 31: 15: “Bukankah Ia, yang membuat aku dalam kandungan, membuat orang itu juga? Bukankah satu juga yang membentuk kami dalam rahim?”

Ayub menyadari bahwa ia dan juga orang-orang lain telah diciptakan/ dibentuk oleh Allah sejak dalam kandungan.

Yes 49, 1,5: “….TUHAN telah memanggil aku sejak dari kandungan telah menyebut namaku sejak dari perut ibuku…. Maka sekarang firman TUHAN, yang membentuk aku sejak dari kandungan untuk menjadi hamba-Nya, untuk mengembalikan Yakub kepada-Nya…”

Nabi Yesaya mengajarkan bahwa Allah telah memanggilnya sejak ia masih di dalam kandungan (sesuatu yang tidak mungkin jika ketika di dalam kandungan ia bukan manusia).

2. Kitab Suci mengajarkan bahwa setiap kehidupan di dalam rahim ibu adalah ciptaan yang unik, yang sudah dikenal oleh Tuhan:

Yer 1:5: “Sebelum Aku membentuk engkau dalam rahim ibumu, Aku telah mengenal engkau, dan sebelum engkau keluar dari kandungan, Aku telah menguduskan engkau, Aku telah menetapkan engkau menjadi nabi bagi bangsa-bangsa.”

Mazmur 139: 13, 15-16: “Sebab Engkaulah yang membentuk buah pinggangku, menenun aku dalam kandungan ibuku…. Tulang-tulangku tidak terlindung bagi-Mu, ketika aku dijadikan di tempat yang tersembunyi, dan aku direkam di bagian-bagian bumi yang paling bawah; mata-Mu melihat selagi aku bakal anak, dan dalam kitab-Mu semuanya tertulis hari-hari yang akan dibentuk, sebelum ada satupun dari padanya.”

Gal 1:15-16: “Tetapi waktu Ia, yang telah memilih aku sejak kandungan ibuku dan memanggil aku oleh kasih karunia-Nya, berkenan menyatakan Anak-Nya di dalam aku, ,b>supaya aku memberitakan Dia di antara bangsa-bangsa bukan Yahudi, maka sesaatpun aku tidak minta pertimbangan kepada manusia”

Luk 1:41-42: “Dan ketika Elisabet mendengar salam Maria, melonjaklah anak yang di dalam rahimnya dan Elisabetpun penuh dengan Roh Kudus lalu berseru, “Diberkatilah engkau di antara semua perempuan dan diberkatilah buah rahimmu.”

Di dalam kisah ini, Yohanes Pembaptis yang masih berada dalam kandungan Elisabet dapat melonjak gembira pada saat mendengar salam Maria. Lalu Elisabet-pun mengucapkan salam kepada Maria dan kepada Yesus yang ada dalam kandungan Bunda Maria sebagai ‘buah rahim’-nya. Tentulah ini menunjukkan bahwa kehidupan janin di dalam kandungan sudah menunjukkan kehidupan seorang manusia, yang sudah dapat turut melonjak karena suka cita, dan layak untuk ‘diberkati’ sebagai manusia. Janin di dalam kadungan bukan hanya sekedar sepotong daging/ fetus tanpa identitas. Sejak di dalam kandungan, Allah telah membentuk kita secara khusus, memperlengkapi kita dengan berbagai sifat dan karakter tertentu agar nantinya dapat melakukan tugas-tugas perutusan kita di dunia.

3. Tuhan Yesus mengajarkan kita untuk memperhatikan dan mengasihi saudara-saudari kita yang terkecil dan terlemah, sebab dengan demikian kita melakukannya untuk Kristus sendiri.

Mat 25:45: “… sesungguhnya segala sesuatu yang tidak kamu lakukan untuk salah seorang dari yang paling hina ini, kamu tidak melakukannya juga untuk Aku.”

Aborsi yang pada akhirnya membunuh janin, entah di dalam atau di luar kandungan, adalah tindakan pembunuhan yang bertentangan dengan perintah Yesus untuk memperhatikan dan mengasihi saudari-saudari kita yang terkecil dan terlemah.

4. Kitab Suci menuliskan bahwa kita tidak boleh membunuh, atau jika mau dikatakan dengan kalimat positif, kita harus mengasihi sesama kita.

Kel 20: 13; Ul 5:17; Mat 5:21-22; 19:18: “Jangan membunuh.”

Mat 22:36-40; Mrk 12:31; Luk 10:27; Rom 13:9, Gal 5:14: “Kasihilah sesamamu manusia seperti dirimu sendiri”

1 Yoh 3:15 “Setiap orang yang membenci saudaranya, adalah seorang pembunuh manusia. Dan kamu tahu, bahwa tidak ada seorang pembunuh yang tetap memiliki hidup yang kekal di dalam dirinya.”

Jika di dunia ini mulai banyak kampanye untuk melindungi binatang-binatang, (terutama binatang langka), maka adalah suatu ironi, jika manusia malahan melakukan aborsi yang membunuh sesama manusia, yang derajatnya lebih tinggi dari binatang. Apalagi jika aborsi dilegalkan/ diperbolehkan secara hukum. Maka menjadi suatu ironi yang mengenaskan: ikan lumba-lumba dilindungi mati-matian, tetapi bayi-bayi manusia dimatikan dan tidak dilindungi.

Suatu permenungan: seandainya kita adalah janin itu, tentu kitapun tak ingin ditusuk dan dipotong-potong sampai mati. Maka, jika kita tidak ingin diperlakukan demikian, janganlah kita melakukannya terhadap bayi itu. Atau, kalau kita mengatakan bahwa kita mengimani Kristus Tuhan yang hadir di dalam mahluk ciptaan-Nya yang terkecil itu, maka sudah selayaknya kita tidak menyiksanya apalagi membunuhnya! Kita malah harus sedapat mungkin memeliharanya dan memperlakukannya dengan kasih.

5. Kitab Suci menuliskan, bahwa jika kita tidak peduli akan nasib saudara-saudari kita yang lemah ini, kita sama dengan Kain, yang pura-pura tidak tahu nasib saudaranya sendiri.

Kel 4: 9 Firman Tuhan kepada Kain, “Di mana Habel adikmu itu?” Ia (Kain) menjawab, “Aku tidak tahu.” Padahal tidak mungkin ia tidak tahu sebab Kain sendirilah yang memukul Habel adiknya hingga ia mati (lih. Kel 4:8).

Adalah suatu fakta yang memprihatinkan, yang menyangkut Presiden Barrack Obama yang terkenal oleh kebijakannya memperbolehkan aborsi. Pada suatu kesempatan dalam wawancara tanggal 16 Agustus 2008 (pada saat itu ia masih menjadi senator Illinois), ia ditanya oleh Pastor Rick Warren, “Jadi kapan menurut anda seorang bayi memperoleh hak azasinya?” Ini adalah pertanyaan yang menyangkut iman dan bagaimana iman itu bekerja dalam hati nurani dan kebijaksanaan sang (calon) Presiden. Namun sayangnya jawaban Obama adalah, “Answering that question with specificity, you know, is above my pay grade.” (Menjawab pertanyaan itu dengan detailnya, kamu tahu, itu melampaui batas gaji/ penghasilan saya). Suatu jawaban yang kelihatan sangat enteng untuk pertanyaan yang sangat serius. Ini sungguh mirip dengan jawaban Kain, “Aku tidak tahu.” Padahal, tentu bukannya tidak tahu, tetapi lebih tepatnya tidak mau tahu. Sebab fakta science dan bahkan akal sehat sesungguhnya telah begitu jelas menunjukkan kapan manusia terbentuk sebagai manusia.

Alkitab menunjukkan dan bahkan ilmu pengetahuan membuktikan bahwa kehidupan manusia berawal dari masa konsepsi. Satu sel ini kemudian berkembang menjadi janin yang sungguh sudah berbentuk manusia, walaupun masih di dalam kandungan. DNA dan keseluruhan 46 kromosom terbentuk saat konsepsi. Jantung janin telah berdetak di hari ke-18, keseluruhan struktur syaraf terbentuk di hari ke- 20. Di hari ke 42, semua tulang sudah lengkap, gerak refleks sudah ada. Otak dan semua sistem tubuh terbentuk di minggu ke-8. Semua sistem tubuh berfungsi dalam 12 minggu. Hanya orang yang menutup diri terhadap semua fakta ini dapat berkata, “aku tidak tahu” kapan kehidupan manusia dimulai, dan apakah janin itu seorang manusia atau bukan.

Pengajaran Bapa Gereja

1. Didache: Pengajaran dari kedua belas Rasul (80- 110)[3]
Mungkin tak banyak orang mengetahui bahwa larangan aborsi sudah berlaku sejak abad ke-1. Dalam Didache, yang merupakan katekese moral, aborsi dan mungkin juga kontrasepsi (yang dikatakan dalam istilah “magic” atau “drug“)[4]

2. Konsili Elvira (305) dan Konsili Ancyra (314) mengecam aborsi, silakan melihat teks lengkapnya di link ini, silakan klik.

3. Beberapa Bapa Gereja yang mengajarkan larangan aborsi:

The Apocalypse of Peter (ca. 135)
Tertullian (c.160-240)
Athenagoras (d. 177)
Minucius (3rd Century AD)
Basil (c.329-379)
Ambrose (c.340-397)
Jerome (347-420)
John Chrysostom (347-407)
Augustine of Hippo (354-430)
St. Caesarius, Bishop of Arles (470-543)
Theodorus Priscianus (c.4th-5th century AD)
Justinian (527-565)
Gregory the Great (540-604)
Disciple of Cassiodorus (after 540 AD)
Apocalypse of Paul
The Apostolic Constitutions
The Letter of Barnabas
Hippolytus

Teks lengkapnya dari masing-masing Bapa Gereja tersebut, silakan klik di link ini.

Pengajaran Magisterium Gereja Katolik

Maka, Magisterium Gereja Katolik dengan teguh menjunjung tinggi kehidupan manusia dan menentang aborsi, karena memang demikianlah yang sudah diajarkan oleh para rasul dan diimani Gereja sepanjang sejarah.

1. Konsili Vatikan II, Gaudium et Spes 27, “Selain itu apa saja yang berlawanan dengan kehidupan sendiri, misalnya bentuk pembunuhan yang mana pun juga, penumpasan suku, pengguguran (aborsi), eutanasia atau bunuh diri yang disengaja; apa pun yang melanggar keutuhan pribadi manusia, …. apa pun yang melukai martabat manusia, seperti kondisi-kondisi hidup yang tidak layak manusiawi, pemenjaraan yang sewenang-wenang, pembuangan orang-orang, perbudakan, pelacuran, perdagangan wanita dan anak-anak muda; begitu pula kondisi-kondisi kerja yang memalukan, sehingga kaum buruh diperalat semata-mata untuk menarik keuntungan…. itu semua dan hal-hal lain yang serupa memang perbuatan yang keji. Dan sementara mencoreng peradaban manusiawi, perbuatan-perbuatan itu lebih mencemarkan mereka yang melakukannya, dari pada mereka yang menanggung ketidak-adilan, lagi pula sangat berlawanan dengan kemuliaan Sang Pencipta.”

2. Paus Paulus VI dalam surat ensikliknya, Humanae Vitae 13 mengutip Paus Yohanes XXIII mengatakan, “Hidup manusia adalah sesuatu yang sakral, dari sejak permulaannya, ia secara langsung melibatkan tindakan penciptaan oleh Allah.” Maka manusia tidak mempunyai dominasi yang tak terbatas terhadap tubuhnya secara umum; manusia tidak mempunyai dominasi penuh atas kemampuannya berkembang biak justru karena pemberian kemampuan berkembang biak itu ditentukan oleh Allah untuk memberi kehidupan baru, di mana Tuhan adalah sumber dan asalnya.

Dalam surat ensiklik yang sana Paus Paulus VI juga menyebutkan kedua aspek perkawinan yaitu persatuan (union) dan penciptaan kehidupan baru (pro-creation). Maka “usaha interupsi/ pemutusan terhadap proses generatif yang sudah berjalan, dan terutama, aborsi yang dengan sengaja diinginkan, meskipun untuk alasan terapi, adalah mutlak tidak termasuk dalam cara-cara yang diizinkan untuk pengaturan kelahiran.”[5].

3. Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, Declaration on Procured Abortion: (18 November 1974), nos 12-13, AAS (1974), 738:

“…from the time that the ovum is fertilized, a life is begun which is neither that of the father nor the mother; it is rather the life of a new human being with his own growth. It would never be made human if it were not human already. This has always been clear, and … modern genetic science offers clear confirmation. It has demonstrated that from the first instant there is established the programme of what this living being will be: a person, this individual person with his characteristic aspects already well determined. Right from fertilization the adventure of a human life begins, and each of its capacities requires time-a rather lengthy time-to find its place and to be in a position to act.”

Karena hidup manusia dimulai saat konsepsi/ fertilisasi, maka manusia harus dihormati dan diperlakukan sebagai manusia sejak masa konsepsi dan karenanya, sejak saat konsepsi, hak-haknya sebagai manusia harus diakui, terutama haknya untuk hidup.[6]

4. Yohanes Paulus II dalam surat ensikliknya, Evangelium Vitae menekankan bahwa Injil Kehidupan (the Gospel of Life) yang diterima Gereja dari Tuhan Yesus sebenarnya telah menggema di hati semua orang. Setiap orang yang terbuka terhadap kebenaran dan kebaikan akan mengenali hukum kodrat yang tertulis di dalam hatinya (lih. 2:14-15) tentang kesakralan kehidupan manusia dari sejak awal mula sampai akhirnya; dan dengan demikian dapat mengakui adanya hak dari setiap orang untuk dapat hidup. Sesungguhnya atas dasar pengakuan akan hak untuk hidup inilah setiap komunitas manusia dan komunitas politik didirikan.[7]

Paus Yohanes Paulus II kemudian menyebutkan adanya hubungan yang dekat antara kontrasepsi dan aborsi. Kontrasepsi menentang kebenaran sejati tentang hubungan suami istri, sedangkan aborsi menghancurkan kehidupan manusia. Kontrasepsi menentang kebajikan kemurnian di dalam perkawinan, sedangkan aborsi menentang kebajikan keadilan dan merupakan pelanggaran perintah “Jangan membunuh”[8]. Maka keduanya sebenarnya berasal dari pohon yang sama, berakar dari mental hedonistik yang tidak mau menanggung akibat dalam hal seksualitas, berpusat pada kebebasan yang egois, yang menganggap ‘pro-creation‘ sesuatu beban untuk pencapaian cita-cita/ personal fulfillment.

Paus Yohanes Paulus II menyebutkan mentalitas sedemikian mendorong bertumbuhnya “culture of death” di dalam masyarakat, yang pada dasarnya menentang kehidupan.[9] Dalam mentalitas ini, bayi/ anak-anak maupun orang tua yang sakit-sakitan dianggap sebagai ‘beban’ sehingga muncullah budaya aborsi dan euthanasia. Suatu yang sangat menyedihkan! Padahal seharusnya, manusia memilih kehidupan seperti yang diperintahkan Allah, “Pilihlah kehidupan, supaya engkau hidup, baik engkau maupun keturunanmu, dengan mengasihi Tuhan Allahmu, mendengarkan suara-Nya dan berpaut kepada-Nya….” (Ul 30:19-20).

Akhirnya, berikut ini adalah pengajaran definitif dari Paus Yohanes Paulus II yang menolak aborsi[10]:

“Therefore, by the authority which Christ conferred upon Peter and his Successors, in communion with the Bishops-who on various occasions have condemned abortion and who in the aforementioned consultation, albeit dispersed throughout the world, have shown unanimous agreement concerning this doctrine-I declare that direct abortion, that is, abortion willed as an end or as a means, always constitutes a grave moral disorder, since it is the deliberate killing of an innocent human being. This doctrine is based upon the natural law and upon the written Word of God, is transmitted by the Church’s Tradition and taught by the ordinary and universal Magisterium.”

Efek-efek negatif dari aborsi

Tidak mengherankan, karena aborsi adalah perbuatan yang menentang hukum alam dan hukum Tuhan, maka tindakan ini membawa akibat- akibat negatif, terutama kepada ibu dan ayah bayi, maupun juga kepada para pelaku aborsi dan masyarakat umum, terutama generasi muda, yang tidak lagi melihat kesakralan makna perkawinan.

Ibu yang mengandung bayi, terutama menanggung akibat negatif, baik bagi fisik maupun psikologis, yaitu kemungkinan komplikasi fisik, resiko infeksi, perdarahan, atau bahkan kematian. Selanjutnya, penelitian dalam Journal of the National Cancer Institute di Amerika juga menunjukkan wanita yang melakukan aborsi meningkatkan resiko 50% terkena kanker payudara. Sebab aborsi membuat terputusnya proses perkembangan natural payudara, sehingga jutaan selnya kemudian mempunyai resiko tinggi mengalami keganasan. Selanjutnyapun kehamilan berikutnya mempunyai peningkatan resiko gagal 45%, atau komplikasi lainnya seperti prematur, steril, kerusakan cervix. Selanjutnya tentang hal ini dapat anda lihat di link ini, silakan klik.

Di atas semua itu adalah tekanan kejiwaan yang biasanya dialami oleh wanita- wanita yang mengalami aborsi. Tekanan kejiwaan ini membuat mereka depresi, mengalami kesedihan yang berkepanjangan, menjadi pemarah, dikejar perasaan bersalah, membenci diri sendiri, bahkan sampai mempunyai kecenderungan bunuh diri. Menurut studi yang diadakan oleh David Reardon yang memimpin the Elliot Institute for Social Sciences Research di Springfield Illinois (di negara Obama menjadi senator): 98% wanita yang melakukan aborsi menyesali tindakannya, 28% wanita sesudah melakukan aborsi mencoba bunuh diri, 20% wanita post-aborsi mengalami nervous breakdown, 10% dirawat oleh psikiatris.

Ini belum menghitung adanya akibat negatif dalam masyarakat, terutama generasi muda. Legalisasi aborsi semakin memerosotkan moral generasi muda, yang dapat mempunyai kecenderungan untuk mengagungkan kesenangan seksual, ataupun memikirkan kepentingan diri sendiri, tanpa memperhitungkan tanggung jawab. Suatu mentalitas yang sangat bertentangan dengan ajaran Kristiani.

Bagi yang telah melakukan aborsi

Paus Yohanes Paulus II dengan kebapakan mengatakan bahwa Gereja menyadari bahwa terdapat banyak faktor yang menyebabkan seorang wanita melakukan aborsi. Gereja mengajak para wanita yang telah melakukan aborsi untuk menghadapi segala yang telah terjadi dengan jujur. Perbuatan aborsi tetap merupakan perbuatan yang sangat salah dan dosa, namun juga janganlah berputus asa dan kehilangan harapan. Datanglah kepada Tuhan dalam pertobatan yang sungguh dalam Sakramen Pengakuan Dosa. Percayakanlah kepada Allah Bapa jiwa anak yang telah diaborsi, dan mulai sekarang junjunglah kehidupan, entah dengan komitmen mengasuh anak-anak yang lain, atau bahkan menjadi promotor bagi banyak orang agar mempunyai pandangan yang baru dalam melihat makna kehidupan manusia.[11]. Anjuran ini juga berlaku bagi para dokter, petugas medis atau siapapun yang pernah terlibat dalam tindakan aborsi, entah dengan menganjurkannya ataupun dengan melakukan/ membantu proses aborsi itu sendiri. Semoga semakin banyak orang dapat melihat kejahatan aborsi, sehingga tidak lagi mau melakukannya.

Kesimpulan

Pengajaran Alkitab dan Gereja Katolik menyatakan, “Kehidupan manusia adalah sakral karena sejak dari awalnya melibatkan tindakan penciptaan Allah”[12]. Kehidupan, seperti halnya kematian adalah sesuatu yang menjadi hak Allah[13], dan manusia tidak berkuasa untuk ‘mempermainkannya’. Perbuatan aborsi menentang hukum alam dan hukum Allah, maka tak heran, perbuatan ini mengakibatkan hal yang sangat negatif kepada orang-orang yang terlibat di dalamnya. Aborsi adalah tindakan pembunuhan manusia, walaupun ada sebagian orang yang menutup mata terhadap kenyataan ini. Gereja Katolik tidak pernah urung dalam menyatakan sikapnya yang “pro-life“/ mendukung kehidupan, sebab, Gereja menghormati Allah Pencipta yang memberikan kehidupan itu. Tindakan melindungi kehidupan ini merupakan bukti nyata dari iman kita kepada Kristus, yang adalah Sang Hidup (Yoh 14:6) dan pemberi hidup itu sendiri.

Mari, di tengah-tengah budaya yang menyerukan “kematian”/ culture of death, kita sebagai umat Katolik dengan berani menyuarakan “kehidupan”/ culture of life. Mari kita melihat di dalam setiap anak yang lahir, di dalam setiap orang yang hidup maupun yang meninggal, gambaran kemuliaan Tuhan Pencipta yang telah menciptakan manusia sesuai dengan gambaran-Nya. Dengan demikian, kita dapat menghormati setiap orang, dan memperlakukan setiap manusia sebagaimana mestinya demi kasih dan hormat kita kepada Tuhan yang menciptakannya.

Mari bersama kita mewartakan Injil Kehidupan, yang menyatakan kepenuhan kebenaran tentang manusia dan tentang kehidupan manusia. Semoga kita dapat memiliki hati nurani yang jernih, sehingga kita dapat mendengar seruan Tuhan untuk memperhatikan dan mengasihi sesama kita yang terkecil, yakni mereka yang sedang terbentuk di dalam rahim para ibu. Sebab Yesus bersabda, “Apa yang kau lakukan terhadap saudaramu yang paling kecil ini, engkau lakukan untuk Aku…” (lih. Mat 25:45).

Masa 7 minggu (hampir 2 bulan)

Masa 8 minggu (2 bulan)

Masa 9 Minggu (setelah 2 bulan)

Masa 10 Minggu(2 1/2 bulan)

Masa 11 Minggu(3 bulan)

Masa 22-24 Minggu (5-6 bulan)

Catatan kaki:

1. Landrum B. Shettles, M.D. and David Rorvik, “Human Life Begins at Conception,” in Rites of Life (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 1983) cited in Abortion: Opposing Viewpoints (St. Paul, MN: Greenhaven Press, 1986), p.16 [↩]
2. Lihat Bob Larson, Larson’s Book of Family Issues (Wheaton, IL: Tyndale House, 1986), p. 297 [↩]
3. Lihat J. Tixeront, A Handbook of Patrology [↩]
4. Lihat John Hardon, S.J., “The Catholic Tradition on the of Contraception” on line http://www.therealpresence.org/archives/Abortion_Euthanasia/Abortion_Euthanasia_004.htm Ia menulis: Istilah ini ‘mageia‘ dan ‘pharmaka‘ dimengerti berkaitan dengan ritus-ritus magis dan/ atau minuman/ obat untuk kontrasepsi dan sebagai dosa besar, yang umum dilakukan oleh orang-orang pagan:

“Thou shalt not commit sodomy, thou shalt not commit fornication; thou shalt not steal; thou shalt not use magic; thou shalt not use drug; thou shalt not procure abortion, nor commit infanticide. ((Didache, II, 1-2 [↩]
5. Paus Paulus VI, Humanae Vitae 14, mengutip Roman Catechism of the Council of Trent, Part II, ch. 8, Paus Pius XI, ensiklik Casti Connubii: AAS 22 (1930), pp. 562-64; …. Konsili Vatikan II, Gaudium et Spes, 51: AAS 58, 1966, p. 1072 [↩]
6. lihat Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, Instruction on Respect for Human Life in its Origin and on the Dignity of Procreation Donum Vitae: (22 February 1987), I, No. 1, AAS 80 (1988), 79 [↩]
7. Lihat Yohanes Paulus II, Evangelium Vitae, 2 [↩]
8. Lihat Evangelium Vitae, 13 [↩]
9. Lihat Evangelium Vitae 24, 26, 28 [↩]
10. Evangelium Vitae 62 [↩]
11. Lihat Evangelium Vitae 99 [↩]
12. Evangelium Vitae 53 [↩]
13. lihat Evangelium Vitae, 39, lihat Ayub 12:10 [↩]

Sumber: Inggrid Listiati
Picture: Stefanus Tay

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T21:42:00.004+07:00

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi...Gong Xi... ....Kanpeiiiiiii
and Happy Day all,
Hope dis New Year better than last year ;)

Btw...today i only celebrate Chinese New Year, it's time fo' Family Gathering and of course lotzzzz of delicious FOOD ;)
i do really enjoy dis moment...coz i can meet all the Family Member of mine ^^

enjoy ur moment dis New Year of Tiger all

Photos and Montage

2010-01-31T13:42:00.000+07:00

Source

Found dis pic on internet, wow...it's a Wonderful way to connected the past and present moment ;)

SatNite wif Dory Lover ♥

2010-01-30T23:30:00.004+07:00

3 of Us

Enjoyin...

Our Menu :)

Finally...My Dory Served Alredi ;)

We're enjoyin xoo much

Full Team of The Day ^^

Finally today i can relax fo' a while and hang wif my bezties after loongggg workin' hour :), it really fun today, we're enjoy our Dory Fish too ;) *after queueing at parking place fo' one hour...sigh*

My Random LOVE List

2010-01-10T18:13:00.013+07:00

My Random LOVE List

[x]JC and Mother Mary
[x]Ethnic Stuffs
[x]Piercings
[x]Poetry
[x]Fairy and Angel
[x]Philosophy
[x]Sound of Piano
[x]Communication
[x]Tattoos
[x]Italy
[x]Books
[x]Arts
[x]LOVE
[x]Europe
[x]Baloons
[x]Heart Shape
[x]Looked People From Their Back
[x]Ice Cream
[x]Travelling and Adventure
[x]Butterfly
[x]Hotel
[x]Photography
[x]Family
[x]Bookstore
[x]Friends
[x]Ma Self
[x]Gardening
[x]The Human Mind
[x]Vegetables
[x]The Asian Language
[x]Stars
[x]Time / Space
[x]Environment
[x]Deep Talk
[x]The Sound Of Nothing
[x]Meeting New Peoples
[x]Flowers
[x]Sound of Cello
[x]Chocolate
[x]Sleeping Late
[x]Staying Up Late
[x]Coffee
[x]Sound of Viola
[x]Rain
[x]Nights
[x]Fireworks
[x]Mascara
[x]Music
[x]Rainbow
[x]Doraemon
[x]Vintage
[x]Jazz
[x]Seafood
[x]Martial Arts
[x]Rock Music
[x]Theme Park
[x]Philanthropist
[x]Blogging
[x]Sound of Violin
[x]Cleaning
[x]Skies
[x]Writing
[x]Clouds
[x]Sailormoon
[x]SUNBATHING
[x]Movies
[x]Furry Stuffs
[x]Oprah Winfrey Show
[x]Museum
[x]Planetarium
[x]Tarot
[x]Philately
[x]Italian Food
[x] Arts Gallery
[x]Pocari Sweat
[x]Photoholic
[x]Peace
[x]Fortune Telling
[x]Orchestra and Opera
[x]Road Trips
[x]Chocolate Milk
[x]Mountain
[x]Thinking
[x]Interior Design’s Book
[x]Quotes
[x]Creativity
[x]Japanese Food
[x]BEACH
[x]Learn New Things
[x]Motivated Words
[x]Soya
[x]Life
[x]Africa
[x]Dog
[x] Soccer VS Basketball
[x]BBQ
[x]Listening
[x]Church
[x]Massage
[x]Candles
[x]Childrens
[x]Philharmonic
[x]HTML
[x]Technology
[x]Foods
[x] Spirituality
[x]Education
[x]Information
[x]RESPECT
[x]Moon
[x]Reading
[x]Pianist
[x]Muscle
[x]Cook
[x]Singing
[x]Integrity
[x]Culture
[x]Science
[x]Health
[x]Solar System
[x]Couture
[x]History
[x]Smart People

What's your favorite song right now?

[x]Never Gonna Be Alone - Nickelback
[x]Life After You - Daughtry

[x]For The First Time - The Script

[x]Animal - Neon Trees
[x]Just The Way You Are - Boyce Avenue
[x]Fucking Perfect - Pink
[x]Hurricane - 30 Seconds To Mars
[x]Pray - Justin Bieber

What Kind of Music Do You Like:

[x]Backstreet Boys
[x]Josh Groban
[x]Usher
[x]Alicia Keys
[x]Norah Jones
[x]Emi Fujita
[x]Within Temptation
[x]Olivia Ong
[x]Jason Mraz
[x]John Legend
[x]Craig David
[x]Lily Allen
[x]Jem
[x]Augustana
[x]Natasha Bedingfield
[x]Tompi
[x]Avenged Sevenfold
[x]Beyonce
[x]Flo Rida
[x]One Republic
[x]The Script
[x]Colbie Caillat
[x]Secondhand Serenade
[x]Lenka
[x]Matt Wertz
[x]Rihanna
[x]Akon
[x]Daniel Sahuleka
[x]James Blunt
[x]Nickelback
[x]Lady GaGa
[x]Jamie Scott
[x]Linkin Park
[x]Jay Chou
[x]Avril Lavigne
[x]Anggun
[x]IL Divo
[x]The Pussycat Dolls
[x]Duncan Sheik
[x]Shayne Ward
[x]Kelly Clarkson
[x] Michael Bublé
[x]Fergie
[x]Andrea Bocelli
[x]Nelly Furtado
[x]Timbaland
[x] Evanescene
[x]Lin Jun Jie
[x]Classical, Bossanova, Jazz, Reggae, Ethnic, New Age, Alternative, Rock, R & B, Hip Hop

What Kind of Movies Do You Like:

[x]A Wallk To Remember
[x]The Grudge
[x]Harry Potter
[x]Honey
[x]You Got Served
[x]2 Fast and 2 Furious
[x]Lord Of The Rings
[x]Mona Lisa Smile
[x]The Passion of The CHRIST
[x]Torque
[x]Wall-E
[x]Braveheart
[x]300
[x]Superman Returns
[x]The Terminal
[x]Casshern
[x]If Only
[x]V For Vendetta
[x]Secret by Jay Chou
[x]Helen Of Troy
[x]The Proposal
[x]The Last Samurai
[x]Turn Left Turn Right
[x]National Treasure
[x]Peter Pan
[x]Step Up
[x]Mastermind
[x]Alaska
[x]The Twins Effect
[x]50 First Dates
[x]Eight Below
[x]The Legend Of Suriyothai
[x]X-Men
[x]Serendipity
[x]Nightmare Before Christmas
[x]Under The Tuscan Sun
[x]Hotel Rwanda
[x]Constantine
[x]Pay It Forward
[x]Van Helsing

What Kind of Books Do You Like:

[x]The Secret
[x]The Five Peoples You Meet in Heaven
[x]Tuesdays With Morrie

If you feel want to know more about me, juz ask me :)

and i think it's ENOUGH for now...i'll add some more or revise it later,

Have a nice day

... ✗.♥.✗.♥ ...

Tryin Really Hard But i LOVE it

2009-11-21T23:25:00.003+07:00

juz had my supper at Sidoarjo...it relieved dat i can leave Surabaya fo' a while *fiuuh...*
btw...today i'm preparing "thing and stuff" fo' ma Online Shop *honestly i made dis OL Shop 2 years ago but my enthusiasm is up and down, so i can't focus at dis thingy...lolz*, but...NOW i'm really excited wif what i do, such as preparing "stuff", choose what should i sell or not, manage everythin, it really a GREAT thing to do and HELL YEAH...i'm SURE wif all dat i do, juz believe...dat everythin will work at the right line ^^
i'm TRYIN my best to be a GREAT entrepreanur...STILL amateur, but i need more and more to practice...
i'm TRYIN really hard NOW :)

GOODBYE and HELLO...

2009-11-21T00:46:00.034+07:00

it's early mornin and i can't sleeppp.... :(, there's nobody wake up BUT me...

i can't sleep and feel really thirsty *lately the weather is really weird, yupz...there's RAIN but the air is STILL hot and make me dehydrate*, soo...i'm tryin to find sumthin in my refrigerator...then i found dis Nu Green Tea :) *made me fresh..juz fo' a while...lolz*

really enjoyed dis green tea fo' a while :)

hhhmmm....yeah i can't sleep...coz there's lotz of things in my mind, think bout me, my self, my life *for past few years and of course NOW*, and i'm STILL AMAZE dat GOD showin me everythin i should noe *HE's showin me the path* and all this thing *i HOPE* can make me movin forward lil' bit faster and little by little stoppin me to lookin back at my past, i noe everythin dat passed away is already OVER but sumtimez juz can't believe it dat everythin moved and changed really fast...*like a blink*

*sigh* after a year ~~guessin~~, ~~waitin~~, thinkin and tryin to hold on, now i'm tryin to release all those feelin, coz i already noe d TRUTH *every details i noe, d story, d promise...EVERYTHIN i noe, like...GOD whisperin, talkin and showin it to me, it really unbelievable* YESH...i already noe EVERYTHIN, EVERY DETAILS...fo' sure...

NOW...juz can say *honestly* dat i'm RELIEVED...tryin to focus on my dream, my purpose at first place *all dis thing drain me mentally and physically, i'm juz TIRED*, time to recover is over NOW.

all dis "flashin thing" really made me grown up and much stronger, yeah...i learn dat dis bitterness really STRENGTHEN me and i learn dat we CAN'T trust people's word easily, but one thing fo' sure...I NEVER REGRET ANY PART of MY LIFE STORY...a "THING" or PERSON even d HARDEST PART which is left me a "wound" *EVERYTHING and EVERYONE is PRECIOUS fo' me*-~~olweiz rememberin every single wound to make me "wake up" and not make the same mistakes anymore~~...

THANK YOU...dat's my GOODBYE and HELLO... :)

.....

and Welcome to a NEW LIFE...

NOW...i'm tryin to focus on what i do and let FATHER do the REST of ALL.

.....

one "CHAPTER" is finish from my book of life,

NOW...i'm gonna write a new "CHAPTER" *pray fo' me yahhh... :)*

can't wait to noe and experience a new "CHAPTER"...can't wait to noe all d "surprise"...lolz

p.s: Now...i'm startin to see d "RAINBOW"...after all dis "RAIN" happened *~~too much STANDING in THE RAIN~~*, i can SMILE now, juz let go and i'm relieved... :)
gonna sleep now...really tired...

Leonid Meteor Shower

2009-11-18T00:15:00.007+07:00

Based from the news out there, today there's gonna be Leonid Meteor Shower and i plan to watching it from my backyard. it says dat the meteor shower will come at bout' 4am for East Java Region and now i'm waiting for dat moment *few hours to go...*, i hope i can see it with my own eyes and there's no cloud today, coz...YESH i do really want to WATCHING it, can u imagine...METEOR SHOWER, omg...it would be AWESOME !!! *but dunno i can see all those meteor shower or not, still wondering and i'm tryin to find all those meteor on the sky at my backyard...lolz*

2009 Leonids Peak Visibility (Red Area)

The Leonid meteor shower peaks November 17, when you might see up to 100 meteors per hour under a dark sky. Astronomy: Roen Kelly

Leonid meteors over Mount Fuji in time-lapse photo taken November 19, 2001, by Itsuo Inouye/AP

For more information Read this one:

Circle Nov. 17 on your calendar, for early that morning a moderate to possibly very strong showing of annual Leonid meteor shower is likely. The very strong display will favor those living across most of central and eastern Asia. In this region, meteor rates might briefly rise to a few hundred per hour (the time frame for the most intense activity is anticipated sometime around 21:40 GMT). Read More...

I'm OFF...

2009-11-16T14:28:00.003+07:00

Today i'm OFF from workin yayy... =D

Finally i can do anything i want to do...juz like cleaning ma messy room, washing ma messy clothes, pampering myself...hohohoho, etc *coz i've been busy for a few weeks and dun have a time for ma personal life, juz workin and networking...*

Washing and Drying ma messy clothes...=D

today i want to enjoy my personal life *juz me and myself* and of course do the daily sport...lolz

Type of Blood

2009-09-20T15:21:00.003+07:00

Karakteristik seseorang ternyata juga dipengaruhi oleh golongan darah-nya, ini beberapa karakteristik yang menggambarkan golongan darah seseorang, coba aja diliat betul apa gak?!? lolz

p.s: forward-an dari email neh ^^

so what do u think guys? is it true or not? =D

Being Single Forever

2009-09-15T00:54:00.005+07:00

Being SINGLE Forever !!!

Read this sentences carefully:
Baik atau buruknya suatu hubungan (teman, berpacaran / pranikah, atau pernikahan), tergantung dari siapa saja yang terlibat dari hubungan itu.

OMELET TELUR BUSUK
Temen-temen, kalo dipikirin dan direnungin maka kalimat di atas bener banget tuhh. Relationship kita dengan orang lain, tentu terkait erat dengan pribadi orang itu sesungguhnya. Seorang tokoh motivasi terkenal juga pernah bilang, kita adalah rata-rata dari karakter teman-teman kita, dengan kata lain keberadaan kita ini dipengaruhi oleh orang2 di sekeliling kita.

Contoh nyata dehh:
Omelet, alias telor dadar /orak-arik. Dia akan menjadi makanan yang enak banget (terutama buat yang laper) kalo terbuat dari telur-telur yang segar dan baik. Tapi gw pernah bikin omelet dari 4 telur, dan ternyata waktu gw pecahin telur ke 4 dan tercampur dengan 3 yang lain, telur ke 4 itu udah busuk. Wakzzz..., Apa temen2 ada yang mau omelet dari 3 telur bagus dan 1 telur busuk..??

Tentu ga akan ada yang mau, because the 4th egg, has made the whole things going bad. Yup, si telur busuk tadi udah mempengaruhi/ merusak telur-telur yang baik. Dan kabar buruknya adalah : Omelet itu ga bisa jadi telur lagi.

Ilustrasi di atas, ga jauh beda dengan relationship yang kita alami dengan teman-teman kita, termasuk juga dalam pernikahan.

Relationship hanya bisa seindah dengan siapa kita menjalin hubungan itu . Kalo dalam pernikahan sudah diaduk menjadi satu, dan jika baru ketahuan kalau telur yang satu busuk dan mengalahkan telur yang baik... owww... that's terrible >.<

Now, kita lihat pada ayat dibawah ini, ayat yang mengawali tentang relationship antar manusia.
Kejadian 2:18 TUHAN Allah berfirman: " Tidak baik, kalau manusia itu seorang diri saja. Aku akan menjadikan penolong baginya, yang sepadan dengan dia."
King James Version : And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a help meet for him .

Jika manusia seorang diri / Alone : Tuhan katakan itu "Tidak Baik".

Seorang diri = alone /sendirian, bukan single. Manusia yang Alone artinya :sendiri saja, eksklusif, terisolasi, menyendiri, tersendiri, tidak ada teman. Ini adalah kondisi yang tidak baik.

Mengapa TIDAK BAIK jika manusia seorang diri saja ??
Here's the reason:

1. Karena KASIH. Sifat dasar dari kasih adalah MEMBERI, to give. God is Love, jadi supaya Tuhan bisa mengasihi maka Tuhan menciptakan manusia agar Tuhan bisa mencurahkan kasihNya.

2. Karena untuk memperoleh keturunan, maka harus berpasangan dengan lawan jenisnya.

3.Karena talenta dan kemampuan kita tidak dapat dikembangkan sendirian saja. Tetapi untuk mengembangkan Karakter, diperlukan orang lain! Betul khan?
You see guys? It's not good for a man to be alone (sendiri, eksklusif, menyendiri, tidak berteman)
But it's good to be SINGLE!

SINGLE artinya: tunggal, whole, utuh, complete, terpisah, unik (English Dictionary), whole, unique, undivided.

Tuhan tidak bilang : It's not good to be single, tapi yang Dia bilang : It's not good to be alone.

Adam= adalah pribadi yang Single, artinya complete, utuh, sempurna. Dikatakan "Allah melihat segala yang dijadikanNya itu sungguh amat baik". Ini berarti Adam adalalah pribadi yang utuh, single, complete,and nothing wrong with Adam as his person. Tidak pernah dikatakan bahwa Adam sibuk mencari pasangan untuk mengisi kekosongan jiwanya. Tidak !!

Yang tercatat adalah : Adam mengusahakan dan memelihara Taman Eden,sendirian 'bo ! Termasuk kerjaan yang maha berat, yaitu memberi nama segala mahkluk hidup yang ada di bumi. Begitu sibuknya dia, sampai Adam enggak sadar kalo dia perlu teman. Tuhanlah yang bilang, bahwa "It's not good for a man to be alone". Adam sibuk, concern dgn pekerjaannya sehingga dia tidak merasa membutuhkan teman. Inisiatif berpasangan, justru datangnya dari T U H A N.

Perhatiin deh, pada saat Adam setia menjalankan panggilannya, maka Tuhan kasih bonus yaitu Pasangan Hidup. Nah, temen2 dah pada setia belom nihh? Hehe... Ayo kita setia, maka yang terbaik pasti Tuhan sediakan buat kita.

Waktu Tuhan menciptakan Hawa, wanita diciptakan BUKAN untuk membuat Adam menjadi complete. Why? Krn Adam sudah complete sejak sebelum dia ketemu wanita. Tujuan penciptaan wanita, sebagai penolong bagi Adam. The Lord said,"I'm going to make him a helper".

Ilustrasi nya gini : Untuk mengangkat meja sendirian, bisa dilakukan.
Tetapi dengan adanya penolong, maka akan membuat segala sesuatu menjadi lebih mudah, right?
Sekalipun saat itu Adam masih sendirian (alone), tetapi dia tidak merasa kesepian. Temen2 perlu ingat bahwa alone, belum tentu kesepian /lonely.
Adam memang tidak kesepian krn ada Tuhan di situ, tetapi jelas bahwa Tuhan bilang "it's not good for a man to be alone".

'SINGLE'NESS
Guys, Kapan kita tahu bahwa kita siap untuk menerima pasangan? Yaitu pada saat kita merasa tidak membutuhkan pasangan, karena disitulah kita merasa Complete. Adam telah membuktikannya. Hawa datang bukan pada saat dia sedang sibuk sana-sini mencari pasangan. Tuhan memberikan pasangan, justru pada saat Adam ada dalam kondisi terbaik, saat sedang complete,utuh, single dan menikmati panggilannya .

Singleness, adalah suatu tahapan yang harus dicapai oleh setiap orang yang akan menikah.

Hanya orang yang SINGLE, utuh - complete - matang - unik - secure - aman, hanya Single person yang siap masuk ke dalam arena pernikahan. Sebab pernikahan seharusnya terjadi antara TWO SINGLE PERSONS, antara laki-laki yang utuh dan wanita yang utuh. Tetapi seringkali faktanya, pernikahan terjadi antara dua orang yang saling tidak utuh, yang saling mencari keutuhan dari diri pasangannya masing-masing.

Ilustrasinya gini : Ada dua gelas berisi air yang tidak penuh, diibaratkan sebagai seorang individu.
Pada masa pra nikah, seringkali seseorang berkata "ohh..., kekasih saya adalah orang yang bisa memenuhi hidup saya" atau "bersama dengan kekasih saya, hidup saya menjadi utuh / complete". Faktanya adalah: setelah yang gelas yang satu mengisi gelas yang lain, apa yang terjadi? Maka salah satu dari gelas itu akan menjadi kosong!

Temen-temen, pernikahan tidak akan menjadi baik kalau ternyata kita mendapatkan orang yang tidak single / tidak complete / tidak utuh. Perbuatan yang salah, jika kita mencari seseorang yang bisa mengisi kekosongan dalam hati kita. Bahkan, beberapa diantara kita mungkin udah mulai mencari-cari orang lain yang bisa mengisi kekosongan dirinya, sejak dari kecil...!! SMP mungkin?

Matius 22 :39 Dan hukum yang kedua, yang sama dengan itu, ialah : Kasihilah sesamamu manusia seperti dirimu sendiri.

Yesus berkata, supaya kita bisa mengasihi sesama kita, baik itu pasangan kita, isteri/suami kita, maka kita harus bisa mengasihi diri sendiri.
Tidak bisa mengasihi dirimu sendiri = tentu tidak bisa mengasihi sesamamu manusia. Perlu dicatat bahwa mengasihi diri sendiri: bukan berarti selfish, self center, atau egois, melainkan menjadi utuh, complete, dan Single!!

Lantas bagaimana caranya mengasihi dirimu sendiri:

1. Mengenal diri kita sendiri.
Do you know who you are ?
Do you know why you are in God?
Do you know why you are here?
Do you know your identity?
Yesus adalah pribadi yang mengetahui siapa diriNya, sehingga Dia bisa mengasihi orang lain. (Yoh 14:6, 10:9, 10:11, 6:35, 8:12, 11:25)

2. Menerima diri kita apa adanya, artinya kita memiliki gambar diri yang telah dipulihkan dalam Kristus.
Pernikahan yang tidak baik ialah dua individu yang tidak bisa mengasihi diri sendiri, tidak mengenal dirinya sendiri, tidak bisa menerima dirinya sendiri, tetapi berusaha untuk saling mengasihi.
Lihat contohnya di Sinetron.

Beberapa relationship pra nikah atau malah pernikahan, sebetulnya "mengosongkan"diri kita, atau "dries you up", atau membuat kondisi kita menjadi kering, yaitu pada saat pasangan kita berusaha memenuhi kekosongan dirinya.

Jika pasangan kita sedikit-sedikit telpon kita dan bilang, "Knapa sih elo gak telp gue?", atau sedikit-sedikit "Knapa sih elo ga perhatiin gue?", atau "Kenapa sih elo enggak seperti yang lain?"

Sesungguhnya, kalau kita Single (complete, utuh, whole), maka kita tidak segitu butuhnya diperhatiin, karena kita bisa mengasihi diri sendiri dan siap mengasihi orang lain. Yesus adalah pribadi yang tahu persis siapa dirinya, apa tujuan hidupnya, dan kenapa Dia ada di muka bumi ini.(Yohanes 8:14)

IT'S MORE IMPORTANT TO BE SINGLE
Ternyata jika ditelaah lebih jauh, lebih penting untuk menjadi Single lebih dahulu ketimbang menikah. Adalah lebih aman untuk tidak menikah lebih dahulu, daripada menikah tapi kita belum menjadi single. Hal yang paling berbahaya dalam pernikahan adalah orang yang tidak Single/utuh, menikah dengan orang yang tidak Single/utuh. Itulah penyebab perceraian dan memudarnya kebahagiaan dalam pernikahan.

Ilustrasi: Masih mending kalau gelas tadi berisi 50% : 50%. Yang lebih parah, jika yang satu dalam kondisi yang dibawah 50%. Jika individu yang satu tidak bisa memenuhi yang lain, maka pasangannya akan mencari orang lain, yang dianggap bisa memenuhi kekosongan dirinya dan terjadilah perselingkuhan yang berujung pada perzinahan.

Lihatlah pada realita yang ada, orang yang tidak utuh/complete/ single menikah dengan yang tidak utuh, maka tinggal menunggu waktu saja dan dalam hitungan jari, tahun2 pernikahan mereka akan segera berakhir.

It's more important to you to be SINGLE first, then get married.

Kalaupun sekarang kita belum get married, yang terpenting kita menjadi SINGLE, maka dengan demikian kita tetap bersukacita. Sebab, orang yang tidak SINGLE, tidak utuh, tidak dapat menguasai dirinya (Amsal 25:28). Bagaimana mungkin orang yang kosong / tidak utuh akan dapat mengendalikan dirinya? Dia hanya bisa mengendalikan sebagian dari dirinya, tidak sepenuhnya. Tentu saja, hanya orang yang Single, yang complete / penuh / utuh, akan dapat mengendalikan hidupnya.

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Orang yang tidak utuh/complete, tidak dapat memberikan apa-apa untuk pasangannya karena memang tujuan awal dia mencari pasangan adalah selfish, hanya untuk mengisi kekosongan dirinya sendiri. Pasangan seperti ini hanya akan banyak menuntut, banyak minta diperhatiin dsb. Dia akan mengganggu konsentrasi hidup kita, pekerjaan, karier, bisnis, dll. This person will dries you up.

IT'S A WRONG MYTH
Mitos yang keliru ialah : Menikah adalah kunci menuju kebahagiaan, seakan belum lengkap kalau belum menikah. Ini menyebabkan kebanyakan orang sejak muda berpikir untuk mencari seseorang, untuk mengisi kekosongan d i r i nya.

It's completely wrong, guys. Why ??
Karena kekosongan hidup kita hanya bisa diisi oleh Tuhan. Makanya Tuhan Yesus bilang, "Seek first the Kingdom of God ", Mat 6:33.
Tuhanlah yang seharusnya menjadi pusat, sumber dan inspirasi untuk mengisi kekosongan hati kita.

Kita semua tahu, bahwa kita tidak perlu menikah untuk menjadi complete. Pernikahan tidak selalu menambah urapan dalam diri kita, tidak selalu akan menjadikan kita sebagai berkat bagi orang lain. That's not of a marriage. Kepenuhan panggilan kita hanya bisa didapat di dalam Tuhan, yaitu pada saat kita tahu siapa diri kita, kita bisa menerima diri kita sendiri, kita tahu kenapa kita ada disini dan kita memahami apa tujuan hidup kita .

Kunci menerima kebahagiaan yang sebenarnya adalah: Apabila kita menjadi single / utuh / complete, mengenali siapa kita di dalam Tuhan dan mengetahui tujuan hidup kita, baik dalam keadaan menikah atau tidak menikah. Ada orang-orang yang masih sendirian, belum berpasangan / belum menikah, tetapi dia tidak pernah merasa kesepian karena dia Single, utuh/complete dalam panggilannya. Tidak dipungkiri, bisa saja sewaktu-waktu ada keinginan memiliki pasangan, tetapi keinginan itu tidak pernah membuat dia menjadi goyah dan tetap maksimal dalam panggilannya.

SEKALI LAGI : HANYA BISA DIISI OLEH YESUS
Banyak orang yang sendirian tapi dia belum utuh / kosong / sepi, hidupnya banyak diisi dengan usaha-usaha utk memenuhi kekosongan dirinya dan menjadi orang yang sibuk sana-sini mencari tulang rusuknya. Cobain sana, cobain sini, lirik sana-sini, jadian sana-sini, putus sana-sini, parah deh pokoknya. Jika dia menikah, bisa jadi dia malah akan merusak pasangannya jika pasangannya adalah orang yang Single.

Ingat ilustrasi omelet. Telur yang busuk akan merusak telur yang baik. Nahh,jika pasangannya tidak Single/utuh, wahh... akan lebih parah lagi. Mereka akan saling mengeringkan, saling menuntut, saling menyakiti dan tidak dewasa, dan akan berakibat pada ketidak-bahagiaan dan perceraian. Guys, sekali lagi pahamilah, bahwa rasa kesepian dan tidak utuh, TIDAK BISA DIISI OLEH PASANGAN KITA, melainkan hanya oleh Tuhan Yesus.
(maka layanilah Tuhan, cari dulu Kerajaan Allah, ikutlah kegiatan2 Gereja,berikan dirimu; perhatianmu, usaha kreatifmu dan waktumu... maka yang lain2 akan ditambahkan bagimu...)

Justru pernikahan yang sempurna, hanya bisa dilakukan oleh dua orang Single, yaitu mereka yang telah utuh dan complete. Mereka berdua tidak akan saling mengeringkan, tapi saling memberi pujian, saling mendukung, saling menunjang dan tidak saling menuntut. These two Single persons akan menghasilkan sesuatu yang baik, kekuatan yang baru, berkat bagi sekeliling, dll.

Tidak heran jika setelah pernikahan, maka baik sang pria maupun sang wanita, akan menjadi individu yang semakin berkualitas, yang mengalami kepenuhan panggilannya di dalam Kristus. Berbahagialah kita jika menikah dengan pribadi yang Single, pribadi yang utuh / complete, punya kedewasaan dan panggilan dalam Kristus.

REMEMBER:
Hubungan kita hanya sebaik dengan siapa saja yang terlibat dalam hubungan itu.
To be single should be the goal of every person.
Dan entah kita menikah atau tidak, sudah menikah atau belum...., STAY SINGLE !!!

p.s: i Found dis post from ma friend's wall, dis is Nice ^^

I MUST Do...(Juz Becoz of You)

2009-08-30T20:26:00.015+07:00

I don't want to talk with you it doesn't mean that i don't want to talk with you or i don't care bout you, i juz can't pretend there's nothin happen, coz there's sumthin happen with ME *STILL dunno how bout you*.
i do it all this things juz becoz i really really care bout you and i don't want to hurt you, even though it's really hard and hurt me so much, i MUST do.

The truth is i want to talk with you so badly, it's hard for me to not talkin to you but i MUST do, i juz don't want to hurt you wif my existence *coz u alredi noe the truth*, i juz want to see you happy even i'm unhappy here...

I'm doin all this thing juz becoz of you...

Perhaps...someday we'll meet randomly in better situation and good place :)

Say Hi...

2009-08-30T00:36:00.004+07:00

It's been a year i don't write at this blog, oh..i miss this thing, miss writing again... ^^

but STILL...i don't know what i should to write, ooww okay...just pretend that i do the warming up before i write everything inside on my head.

A year has passed, a year has changed everything in my life, i learn a lots since a year, a year made me MUCH MUCH STRONGER, i just try to find my right direction, but when i near all those direction everything just fade away slowly by the time...

STILL THINKING...what happen exactly in MY LIFE???

StAg Reunion

2009-07-26T23:12:00.009+07:00

Pictures tells Everythin'...lolz

The NEW Story

2009-01-03T17:03:00.005+07:00

It’s a NEW YEAR

It’s a NEW NUMBER of 2009

It’s a NEW SOUL

It’s a NEW SPIRIT

It’s a NEW LIFE

It’s a NEW GOAL

It’s a NEW MEMORY

It’s a NEW and Re-NEW for EVERYTHIN in LIFE

It’s TIME for a NEW CHAPTER in Ma LIFE

And The Story for dis Chapter of 2009 is STARTIN...

STARTIN for a NEW STORY...

Fairytale...

2008-12-15T23:16:00.007+07:00

Wat is FAIRYTALE...

Sumtimez i felt dat i LIVE in FAIRYTALE
Everythin seems really wonderful
Seems beautiful for me
Everythin's under ma control
Everythin's full of happiness
Maybe i'm lil' bit naive
Thought...dat Everythin will be okay

Thought...dat Everythin's NOT OVER

Thought...dat Everythin will STAY at their place

Thought...there's no ENDIN, but Happily Ever After

EVERYTHIN's Random inside Ma FAIRYTALE
EVERYTHIN's Beautiful
EVERYTHIN Sounds & Seems WONDERFUL

Maybe i should open ma eyes RITE NOW
Maybe ma mind's rite
I MUST wake up from dis FAIRYTALE
FAIRYTALE is NOT EXIST
Maybe...i should push maself really hard
and said to Maself dat "THERE's NO FAIRYTALE"

FAIRYTALE's a BULLSHIT
FAIRYTALE's NOT EXIST
FAIRYTALE's juz a DREAM inside REALITY

Fiuhh...Wat a FAIRYTALE
MAYBE...Rite Now i dun believe anymore dat FAIRYTALE's EXIST

FAIRYTALE inside REALITY...
Juz...FAIRYTALE...
ONLY FAIRYTALE from Many FAIRYTALEZ

FAIRYTALE inside Ma MIND but NOT Ma HEART...Anymore

FAIRYTALE is a FAIRYTALE...
Maybe...NO MORE FAIRYTALE...

Random...

2008-12-11T22:50:00.003+07:00

Dunno wat to say...

Dunno wat to do...
STILL Blurin...
Juz wan to write sumthin...
Sumthin dat i can't TELL...

uhhmm...i juz...dunno
I'm Blank...
STILL waitin for next chapter...
STILL waitin for next story...
STILL waitin for next song...
STILL waitin for next poem...
STILL waitin for next inspiration...
STILL waitin for next surprise...
STILL waitin for next memory...

STILL Waitin...

BLURIN...

Inspired Speech

2008-09-30T15:36:00.007+07:00

i wan 2share dis speech, i really inspired by dis speech, hope u'll be inspired 2, it really nice ^^

Standford University:

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

(note: I copy paste from dis website: http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505.html)

P.S: No matter wat happen 2us, juz BELIEVE dat EVERYTHIN HAPPENS for a REASON.
No matter wat we do, do it wif PASSION, DEDICATION, RESPECT, INTEGRITY & D most important thing...do it wif our HEART.

i juz realize dat we've met & noe each other juz becoz a/many REASON & i really BELIEVE all dat "REASON" is 2help us grow, make us BETTER & STRONGER than before.
xoo...ma Angelz c'mon...we've got to find what what we love in life & let our HEART find it. =)

To ALL Ma Angelz I Wan 2Say:
THANX...coz ya'll become ma "REASON" to live,
THANX 4 UR "EXISTENCE" in ma life, I LEARN Lotzzzz from EACH of U,
Last but not least THANX...for OLWEIZ INSPIRED me, U're D BEZT ^^

"I LOVE LIFE, LIFE LOVE ME, I LOVE MASELF, I LOVE U ma ANGELZ & Remember...OLWEIZ BELIEVE & FOLLOW OUR HEART ^^"

wif LOVE
Ma 4R Quote: "REJOICE our life, RESPONSIBLE wif everythin we've said & done, RESPECT others & REGRET nothin." =)

WHEREVER U Are & WHATEVER U Do...I Hope Ur Life's full of LOVE, HAPPINESS, BLESSING & NO REGRET.
GBU ^^

If you TELL me, I will LISTEN.
If you SHOW me, I will SEE.
If you let me EXPERIENCE, I will LEARN.
~ Lao Tzu ~

Drunken Chicken Grilled

2008-08-27T20:15:00.006+07:00

OMG...hari ini dah mulai kul lagi :(
kuliah siang itu bener2 bwat aku ngantuk & males puoolll, btw...bwat nambah semangat akir-e aku ma adekku eksperimen masakan dan setelah binung2 cari nama akire muncul nama "Drunken Chicken Grilled" =D
Masakan-e ini bener2 memabukkan, setelah makan bener2 isa "nge-fly" dan ngantuk, bener2 ayam memabukkan wkakaka

contain wif: cinnamon, clove, caraway ^_^

Weekend at Home

2008-08-09T19:20:00.004+07:00

Today...weekend at Home, mo bwat kolo-ku *feel really bored* sigh...
binungggg...tiba2 isa semangat bwat, terus nti tiba2 malezzz *arghhhhh*
sekarang ini bener-e mo bwat kolo-ku, tapi gak tau kenapa tiba2 pengen wae nulis blog, wis kebosanan mendalam ikiiii
btw...aku lagi 'home alone' pula, pa-ma ku keluar kota, adekku ya lagi pegi, mo bwat kolo-ku ide mo nulis apa ya gak muncul2...
wisss aku tak nunggu ilham wae, sapa tau tiba2 muncul

Played:

Down by 林俊杰 (Lin Jun Jie)

Hi Peeps...

2008-08-06T15:30:00.014+07:00

weww...dahh lama nehh gak nulis blog, mayan kangen juga...

btw...satu tahun belakangan ini banyak kejadian yg buat aku merasa aku tuh diberkati banget & lotz of coincident in ma life ^_^, hal-hal yang gak pernah aku harap dan dapetin ternyata bisa aku dapetin, banyak hal yang tak terduga yg muncul dihadapanku *really happy bot dat* , i feel blessed ^_^.

Banyak kejadian yg mayan sulit yg aku lewati, but fortunately...i can passed all dat situation

akhir-akhir ini aku merasa happy, depressed and enthusiasm at d same time, gara-gara kolokium-ku.

liburan ini mo bwat kolo-ku tapiiiii...males-ku kadang kumatt *arghhhhh...pusink aku*, terus...kadang binung harus mulai darimana bwat-e *biasaaa..aku ini tipikal orang yg sulit memulai sesuatu, lebih gampang klo disuruh untuk mengakhiri *

yahhh....sementara ini aku tak menikmati kebingungan + stress menghadapi kolo-ku hehehe *arghhhh...pusinkkk*

akirnyaaaaa....mayan lega juga mari nulis blog *hobi nulis-ku tersalurkan*

Existence...

2008-04-27T13:48:00.012+07:00

Eksistensi (Existence)...kata yang mudah diucapkan, namun kadang artinya hanyalah suatu eksistensi yang kosong dan tidak bermakna. Apa eksistensi itu sesungguhnya....

Apakah perlu eksistensi itu dalam hidup ?? eksistensi seperti apa yang sebenarnya kita harapkan sebagai “manusia”, hanya exist atau “exist” tidak hanya untuk diri sendiri tapi bagi orang lain dan kehidupan kita ??

Setiap manusia pada dasarnya sama butuh eksistensi.

Setiap manusia ingin diakui ke-exist-annya...entah dalam hidup orang lain, di suatu organisasi, di suatu lingkungan bahkan di dunia.

Tapi percuma saja jika manusia itu exist tanpa memberikan makna dan inspirasi bagi dunianya, karena manusia itu tidak akan ada bedanya dengan pemanis atau hiasan untuk pelengkap kehidupan serta berbagai macam formalitas yang ada dalam dunia ini.

Manusia hanya akan dianggap sebagian kecil dari semua hiruk pikuk, lalu lalang dan populasi dalam dunia ini.

Dengan mengetahui apa yang sebenarnya kita inginkan dan melakukan yang ingin kita lakukan sepenuh hati serta membuat orang lain bahagia mungkin akan membuat hidup kita lebih “manusiawi” serta mempunyai arti dan menginspirasi orang lain...

mungkin itulah arti dari beberapa keeksistensian kita di dunia ini.

Apa sebenarnya eksistensi itu??

Bagiku eksistensi itu adalah...

ketika aku bertemu kemudian bertukar senyum dan salam dengan orang lain,

ketika aku mendengarkan seseorang yang memang butuh “didengarkan”,

ketika aku bisa membuat orang lain tersenyum dan tertawa (dengan kebodohanku),

ketika bebas mengutarakan apa yang ada di pikiranku,

ketika aku berbuat sesuatu hal kecil bagi orang lain,

ketika pikiran dan pendapatku dihargai orang lain,

ketika berkreasi seperti yang aku inginkan tanpa ada batasan-batasan,

ketika aku bisa menghargai orang lain dan pendapat mereka,

ketika aku tersakiti dan sadar aku bisa merasakan sakit itu karena aku “hidup”,

ketika aku terjatuh dan merasa harus bangkit lagi,

ketika Tuhan menegur aku maupun mengabulkan doa-doaku,

ketika aku mengucapkan Terima Kasih dan sebaliknya orang lain terhadap aku,

ketika aku terinspirasi oleh orang lain dan menjadikannya motivasi dalam kehidupanku,

ketika aku bisa memberikan kekuatan bagi orang lain,

ketika kebodohan atau kesalahanku memotivasi dan menguatkan orang lain,

ketika aku memberi semangat pada diriku untuk maju terus ke depan & tidak takut akan kegagalan,

ketika aku merasakan dan memahami “perasaan” yang dialami orang lain,

ketika aku mempunyai pengharapan akan sesuatu,

ketika aku mengungkapkan perasaanku pada orang lain tanpa ada penyesalan, karena memang itu yang aku rasakan,

ketika aku menjalani hidupku tanpa penyesalan, walaupun kadang hal buruk dan rasa sakit itu ada,

ketika aku merasa lemah maupun takut,

ketika aku bangun pagi hari dan sadar mataku dapat terbuka serta bisa merasakan detak jantungku,

ketika aku mempunyai pegangan dan kekuatan dalam hidup,

ketika keluarga maupun teman-temanku (Ma Angelz) ada "di sampingku" saat aku mengalami kedukaan dan kegagalan,

serta berbagai macam keeksistensian yang pernah dan akan aku rasakan dalam hidup.

Tapi dari semua “rasa” itu...yang membuat aku sadar sesungguhnya apa arti “eksistensi “ itu ketika aku merasa di ambang kematian, semuanya benar-benar aku “rasakan” dan muncul tepat di hadapanku. Pada saat aku merasa di ambang kematian, aku masih belum rela melepaskan keeksistensian-ku dalam kehidupan. Aku masih ingin melanjutkan keeksistensian-ku dalam hidup, karena aku merasa belum cukup memanfaatkan keeksistensianku untuk bisa berguna dan dapat membahagiakan orang lain, namun pada akirnya nanti aku juga harus berhenti, hingga kemudian bisa berkata dengan lega dan puas “CUKUP SUDAH...sudah saatnya bagiku untuk mengakhiri keeksistensian-ku dalam dunia dan kembali pada dunia yang sudah dijanjikan padaku, biarlah keeksistensian-ku hidup dan tinggal di dalam orang-orang yang menyayangi maupun yang tidak menyukaiku, karena aku sudah melakukan semua yang ingin aku lakukan serta bertanggung jawab atas semua hal itu dan aku tidak pernah menyesali hal baik, buruk yang terjadi dan setiap orang (semuanya) yang pernah "kutemui dan kukenal" dalam hidupku”

Sehingga pada akirnya aku bisa tersenyum dan bahagia, karena sudah menjalankan tugas keesksistensian-ku dan merasakan keeksistensian orang lain dalam hidupku (baik maupun buruk), sehingga membuat aku merasa tidak menyesal telah dilahirkan.

PS: Buat keeksistensian kita berguna tidak hanya untuk diri sendiri, tapi juga untuk orang lain. Not only EXIST but Co-EXIST too. ^^

I Luph U All Ma Angelz, THANX for “EVERYTHIN” all of U gave to me, THANX for always be there for me and THANX for being Ma LIFE’S PUZZLE *coz each of u have and keep a pieces of story bout me, bout ma life and all ur opinion bout me* ^_^

I DO REALLY LUPH ALL OF YOU, GBU olweiz. ^^

My Thoughts

2008-03-12T16:37:00.028+07:00

You can't judge me coz' you just a human being, only GOD can judge me.

If you see me, I'm only a human being, a body with mind and feelin, but inside i'm only a pieces of soul from billions in dis world who's sent from heaven and still searchin wat the meaning of true life.

I'm a corpse with soul inside, and it makes me think dat life not only a physical or material things, but what we feel inside is the most important thing, and it makes my life really wonderful. I'm HAPPY.

I'm a soul, wrapped with corpse, covered with behave, but inside and what i feel is trully me.

GOD create me with many reasons and purpose, with mind and feelin, sadness and happiness, and it makes me feel that i'm special and usefull in GOD's way.

pain is feel really hurt, but if we can pass that feelin it make us really stronger and can rule our world.

pain is about learn sickness, forgive ourself, and thanks to the people who make ourself hurt because give us this experience and make us stronger.

life give many things to learn, it makes me stronger and makes me feel dat i'm special.

sumtimes i need a space for maself, need time to cry, need time to meditate, need time to think, for many reason i juz need it.

I Had my Own World and it's full of happiness inside, So What about yours?

Autumn In Paris By Ilana Tan

2007-08-04T17:12:00.003+07:00

Tara Dupont menyukai Paris dan musim gugur. Ia mengira sudah memiliki segalanya dalam hidup... sampai ia bertemu Tatsuya Fujisawa yang susah ditebak dan selalu membangkitkan rasa penasarannya sejak awal.

Tatsuya Fujisawa benci Paris dan musim gugur. Ia datang ke Paris untuk mencari orang yang menghancurkan hidupnya. Namun ia tidak menduga akan terpesona pada Tara Dupont, gadis yang cerewet tapi bisa menenangkan jiwa dan pikirannya... juga mengubah dunianya.

Tara maupun Tatsuya sama sekali tidak menyadari benang yang menghubungkan mereka dengan masa lalu, adanya rahasia yang menghancurkan segala harapan, perasaan, dan keyakinan. Ketika kebenaran terungkap, tersingkap pula arti putus asa... arti tak berdaya... Kenyataan juga begitu menyakitkan hingga mendorong salah satu dari mereka ingin mengakhiri hidup....

Summer In Seoul By Ilana Tan

2007-08-04T17:05:00.003+07:00

Jung Tae-Woo? penyanyi muda terkenal Seoul yang muncul kembali setelah empat tahun menghindari dunia showbiz.

"Aku hanya ingin memintamu berfoto denganku sebagai pacarku," kata Jung Tae-Woo pada gadis di hadapannya.

Sandy alias Han Soon-Hee?gadis blasteran Indonesia-Korea yang sudah mengenali Jung Tae-Woo sejak awal, namun sedikit pun tidak terkesan.

Sandy mengangkat wajahnya dan menatap laki-laki itu, lalu berkata, "Baiklah, asalkan wajahku tidak terlihat."

Awalnya Jung Tae-Woo tidak curiga kenapa Sandy langsung menerima tawarannya. Sementara Sandy hanya bisa berharap ia tidak akan menyesali keputusannya terlibat dengan Jung Tae-Woo. Hari-hari musim panas sebagai "kekasih" Jung Tae-Woo dimulai. Perubahan rasa itu pun ada. Namun keduanya tidak menyadari kebenaran kisah empat tahun lalu sedang mengejar mereka.

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

2007-06-26T15:46:00.001+07:00

When You're Gone By Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lies made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we wereYeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Pictures Area in My Room

2007-06-24T18:12:00.003+07:00

i love this area so much, coz there's a lot of pictures which is contain a lot of memory with all D' people that i love,
i love you all guyz

Holiday to Situbondo

2007-06-24T15:15:00.004+07:00

kemaren aku ke situbondo, mo ke rumah sodaraku. aku baru pertama kali kesana lo...

sewaktu ke situbondo itu aku ngelewati pasir putih, akirnya aku berhenti disitu *makan-makan sekaligus liat pantai*, setelah itu ngelanjutin perjalanan ke rumah sodara. selama di perjalanan pemandangannya keren banget *sebelah kananku gunung, sebelah kiriku lautan*

setelah melalui perjalanan yang indah akirnya nyampe juga,

woooww... ternyata rumah-e unik banget, serba batu dan kayu (serasa seperti rumah di bali hehehe...)

jalan menuju rumah-e juga dikelilingi sawah-sawah, wah pokoke keren soro...

setelah masuk ternyata dalam-e lebih unik lagi, seluruh isi rumah terbuat dari kayu & batu (*serasa jadi seniman deh...*)

rasane rumah-e itu isa masuk di griya unik, pokoke *four thumbs up* for that house

waaahhh...senangnya hatiku bisa menyegarkan pikiran setelah satu semester belajar terus...

Thanx to...

2007-06-21T15:31:00.003+07:00

fiuuuhhh...akhirnya libur juga diriku ini. kemaren aku baru cabut gigi soale mo dibehel, aku sama sekali belum pernah cabut gigi jadi rasane takut soro, setelah memastikan kalo cabut gigi gak sakit (*referensi dari dokter gigi, cimprot, ma papz, dll*) akirnya dicabut juga gigiku. pertama kali disuntik ternyata gak terlalu sakit, yang kedua baru kerasa tapi gak sakit-sakit amat kok hehehehe (akirnya berkurang satu lagi phobia-ku deh). akirnya berani juga ke dokter gigi hehehehe. o ya sekarang gigi-ku bagian atas udah dibehel lo hehehe (cimprot, cekprot marigini gigi kita kembaran yo...)
hari ini aku di rumah lumayan santai sih walaupun ada juga pekerjaan rumah tangga kayak nyapu, cuci piring, bersih-bersih, dll soale lagi gak ada pembantu di rumah.
huuuaaa i'm so happy rite now....

o ya bwat semester 6 ini aku mo ngucapin thank you so much bwat Gucci and Pentel yang sudah bantui aku bwat tugas-tugas UTS selama kompie-ku rusak,
terus special thanx bwat Gucci yang udah bantuin aku bwat UAS desgraf juga,
guys thank you soro ya....
luv you all...

Lapar di Pagi Buta....

2007-06-11T03:05:00.003+07:00

menjelang test, selalu aja buat aku parno hixhixhix. kemaren malem aku tidur lupa jam berapa, eh tiba-tiba jam 2 aku bangun, tak pikir udah jam 2 siang. setelah mengumpulkan seluruh kesadaranku baru aku sadar kalo masih jam 2 pagi, akirnya aku bangun and gak isa bubux lagi. ya udah daripada gak isa tidur aku check FS-ku, eh ada astrid kasih comment 'bout gucci (hahaha gucci itu memang mbuat kabeh orang ngguyu trid), terus baca soal buat UAS event-ku. setelah rodok bosen-bosen aku cari makanan d' meja makan eh...nemu pizza (yo akire tak makan bwat mengganjal perut hahaha) terus nemu lagi kacang ijo d' kulkas (ketok rakus-e ya toh hahahaha)

ya wis, saya mo makan dulu yeeee....

Santai...Santai...

2007-06-06T01:09:00.004+07:00

Kemaren jadi hari yang lumayan santai deh, harusnya kemaren aku ada test Monitoring dan Evaluasi Media tapi akirnya gak jadi hehehehe, duuhhh...Tuhan itu baek soro lo, soale aku belom belajar. Lagian mo belajar juga gak masuk-masuk, males pula. Untung aja dosen-nya udah ada persiapan nilai bwat nggantiin nilai test yang tadi. Begitu aku pulang senang rasanya hati ini lega *(santai-santai, senang-senang)*. duuhhh...jam segini lom isa bubux, nganggur-nganggur akire gak ada kerjaan iseng deh tak masuk-no editan poto-ku kesini deh, marigini mo bubux ah...

Prepare for Tomorrow

2007-06-01T12:00:00.004+07:00

akhirnya hari ini ada libur, bisa tidur sepuas2nya deh hehehehe, sekalian persiapan bwat besok supaya gak lemes. besok kelas PR for NGO (Public Relations for Non Government Organizations)-ku ngadain program CSR (Corporate Social Responsibilty) di SD Al-Islam, moga2 aja acara besok dapat terlaksana dengan lancar.....

~ Goong 2; Prince Hours 2 ~

2006-11-04T23:35:00.001+07:00

Title: 궁2 / Goong Season 2
Also known as: Prince Hours
Genre: Romance comedy
Broadcast network: MBC
Broadcast period: 2007-Jan (Filming will start in November 2006)
Original Work: Manhwa 「궁」 by Park So-hee (박소희)
Production Company: Eight Peaks (애이트픽스)
Director: Hwang In Roe (황인뢰)
Writer: In Eun Ah (인은아)

Synopsis of Goong 2
The palace discovers the existence of a royal grandson living among commoners. In turns out that he have absolutely no clue about his identity. After he graduated from high school, he works as a delivery boy. He didn’t know until the palace invited him to come and he suddenly became a member of the imperial family in one night. Upon his entrance in the palace, he began his training. He will be groomed to become emperor. The inspiration for this plot came from the true story of the Joseon dynasty where a commoner became the emperor.

15 THINGS U NEED 2 KNOW.....

2006-07-04T08:47:00.001+07:00

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

You Know You're Indonesian When....

2006-07-04T08:31:00.002+07:00

Your stomach growls when you don't eat rice for a day.
You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.
You talk during a movie.
You eat fried rice in the morning.
You prefer Versace or Moschino jeans over Gap or Levi's.
You don't think Jim Carrey is funny.
You think Onky Alexander is a hunk.
You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan.
You carry a 16 oz. jar of sambal to where ever you travel.
Driving a car that is cheaper than $15,000 embarrasses you.
You think dangdut is stupid, but listen to it anyways, because you are homesick.
You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe.
You are "Dreaming of a WARM Christmas".
You are very good at avoiding potholes and other road hazards.
Your local McDonald's serves rice and sambal.
You think Supermi is a staple food.
You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone.
You have ever successfully bribed a police officer.
You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.
You do your shopping in Singapore.
Your drivers license claims you are 5 years older then you really are.
You have ever legally bought pirated software.
You have ever been forced to memorize UUD'45.
You have bought something from a barefooted street peddler.
You know exactly how many islands Indonesia has.
You have ever eaten something sold off a cart on wheels.
You realized that money is everything before you were six.
The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word "Jakarta" is "macet".
Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train.
Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free.
You don't mind people being late.You think standing in line is a waste of time.
You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera.
You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end.
You use the terms "Gitu Lhoo", and "Please, deh!" on daily basis.
You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart.
You complain that movies in America don't have sub-titles.
Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials.
You have ever consulted a dukun.
Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.
You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions.
You like the smell of terasi.
You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.
You can name a manufacturer of shuttlecocks/badminton birdies.
You have a 16' satellite dish hidden in your back yard.
You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels.
You miss your maid during laundry day.
Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50' away.
You attend weddings only until you are done eating.
You have attended weddings that you are not invited to.
You go to McDonald's to get your weekly supply of ketchup, salt, pepper and napkins.
You know more than one music group that stole the tune of Cranberries' "Zombie".
You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table.
You make major decisions based on gengsi.
You take advantage of Wal-Mart's 30 days money-back-guarantee to "borrow" home appliances.
Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar.
You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate.
When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing.
You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations.
You set the ring tone of your cell phone as loud as possible.
You spend your weekends at an expensive five star hotel near your house.
You have one of those gigantic 5000 watts stereo system even though you can't turn it as loud as you can since you live in a crowded neighborhood.
Your Toyota Kijang is packed with bull bar, fog lights, roof rail, car alarm, expensive car audio, gold plated emblems, tail light "protector", racing steering wheels, sports muffler, lowered suspension, 17 inch wheels with expensive tires, etc.
Yet you find them not gaul enough.
You are able to squeeze 15 passengers in your Toyota Kijang.
If you're rich, you buy a huge 50.000 dollars imported SUV and demands it to run minimal 12 kilometers with a liter of gas.
You refuse to buy unleaded gas for your imported car even though it costs less than 20 cents a liter.
You have your drivers license at the age of 14.
You got it without any driving tests.
You are unfamiliar with electric stove.
You are even more unfamiliar with microwave ovens.
If you're a student, your main purpose in life is to succeed in UMPTN and get into a Universitas Negeri.
If you've graduated from college, your main purpose in life is to find an easy job with big salary at a foreign company even if you have to stay unemployed for five years to find one.
If you finally got a job, your main purpose in life is now to get a wife/husband that's rich, from a "good" family, and the most importantly good looking in order to memperbaiki keturunan.
You're proud to be Indonesian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Indonesian friends!

Won't Let You Fall (Ost. Poseidon) by Fergie

2006-07-03T13:40:00.003+07:00

Won't Let You Fall (Ost. Poseidon) by Fergie

I’ll never let you go
So never let me go
I will be your journey and you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
You will be our anchor
Although the winds may blow

And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I’ll follow to the end
Back again you know
Won’t let you fall, fall out of love
Coz together we’ll be holding on
Coz all we have is us
Won’t let you go, go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love

I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
Nothin I would not endure
Oohh… love has got me blinded
I can see it all so clear

And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I’ll follow to the end
Back again you know

Won’t let you fall, fall out of love
Coz together we’ll be holding on
Coz all we have is us
Won’t let you go, go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love

I’m down for you for whatever anything you’re going through
What’s mine is yours every little thing I got you here and when
Where’s a change comes smashing down and crashing on you

Won’t let you fall, fall out of love
Coz together we’ll be holding on
Coz all we have is us
Won’t let you go, go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love

Don’t have your love
If I don’t have your love
No… oohh
Ever let you go, never let you go
Let you fall, let you fall
Fall out of love

PTC's Time wif My Beztiez

2006-06-28T22:00:00.004+07:00

Hari ini aku pegi ke PTC ama pentel nemeni dia ngasih surat bwat magang di RedboXX, pokoke hari ini tuh qta jalan-jalan muteri PTC, sekalian nunggu assisten manajer RedboXX sampek kaki ini pegel-pegel hehehe. Terus tadi qta juga borong cemilan-cemilan, berhubung ada kopi rasa baru yang belom tak coba akhirnya tak coba satu-satu. Jadi aku beli kopi berbagai macam rasa, pentel beli teh susu (aku addict kopi, pentel addict teh hehehe)
o ya yang bwat aku lebih seneng tadi aku baru beli DVD huaaaaa...aku seneng ^_^

tadi aku baru beli DVD

Just My Luck

Paul Walker Movies

Eight Below

Running Scared

huaaa...aku seneng akhir-e film-e Paul Walker keluar, love you so much Paul... mwah...mwah...>.<

Real The Movie, la película

yang maen disini pemaen sepakbola Real Madrid, ada David Beckham, Roberto Carlos, Raul Gonzales, Iker Casillas, Luis Figo, Michael Owen, Zinédine Zidane, dll. Untuk lebih lengkap-nya ini dibawah udah aku tulisin juga Cast-nya ^_^.

Cast (in alphabetical order)
Javier Albalá.... Tomás
David Beckham.... Himself
Jessica Bohl.... Megan
Raúl Bravo.... Himself
Emilio Butragueño.... Himself
Roberto Carlos....Himself
Iker Casillas.... Himself
Albert Celades López.... Himself
Maguette Coly.... Ánsou
Carlos Coppo.... Martín
Roberto Carlos Da Silva.... Himself
Alfredo Di Stéfano.... Himself
Manuel Escobar.... Paul
Moussa Faye.... Akia
Borja Fernández.... Himself
Luis Figo.... Himself
Javier García Portillo.... Himself
Raul Gonzalez.... Himself
Thomas Gravesen.... Himself
José María Gutiérrez.... Himself
Iván Helguera.... Himself
Santiago Hernán Solari.... Himself
Guillermo Herrera.... Maxi
Diego López.... Himself
Vanderlei Luxemburgo.... Himself
Álvaro Mejía.... Himself
Misa Mochizuki
Ari Ohta.... Sayaka
Michael Owen.... Himself
Francisco Pavón.... Himself
Florentino Pérez.... Himself
Javier Portillo.... Himself
Ronaldo.... Himself
Keiichirou Sakaki.... Koji
Míchel Salgado.... Himself
Walter Samuel... Himself
César Sánchez Domínguez.... Himself
Keiichirou Sasaki... Koji
Santiago Solari.... Himself
Lair Torrent.... John
Jonathan S. Woodgate.... Himself
Zinédine Zidane.... Himself
hari ini aku juga baru aja beli CD Voices FIFA World Cup 2006, lagu-lagunya keren banget, aku paling suka Shakira Feat. Wycleaf Jean with Hips Don't Lie terus Il Divo & Toni Braxton with The Times Of Our Lives and I Believe In You (Je Crois En Toi) by Il Divo & Celine Dion. Malam ini & besok aku juga libur dari kegiatan ronda bola, soalnya babak perempat final baru mulai lagi tanggal 30 Juni ^_^.
ViVa England...!!!!!

Juz Me

2006-06-06T14:00:00.003+07:00

Sometimes my parents and some of my friends (except my bestfriends) makes me feel so bad,

why....

because i hate it when people always judge me and had plans for me,

such as what should i do,

what shouldn't i do,

what should i eat,
what should i say, etc.

Sometimes i feel sick with all that comments which are not so like me,

all of em' know nothin bout' me, but why they're always judge me,

i know maybe they care about me but that is not the way i want it,

Why don't they just listen to me, but they always make their own perception.

Cause this is my own life not their's and i realize that i had responsibility with my own life.

By Julie Ann

Moonlite and A Cup of Coffee ♥

Worst Gone Great ♥

Bye 2011, Welcome 2012

Suddenly miss my braces & my black long hair ♥ miss the old times when i don't need to think a lottz... miss when everything work inside the line, miss the breeze of the beach, miss all the inspirations, miss the laugh, miss when everything's get right...actually i MISS My Life... ♥

actually i MISS My Life... ♥

(◦'ںˉ◦)

Dear FATHER,

Happy Wedding 11/11/11 ♥

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

Those Korean Souvenirs :)

I Won't Let You Go by James Morrison

• I Choose...Someday •

Happy B'Day :) *Quarter Century plus One*

Where I Am ??

Updating...

Thanx :)

Excited mode: ON

I'm a Brown Tiger :)

Better Off This Way :)

Complicated...

Already Tired (_ _")

*sigh*

What I'm Doing...Recently

2011 ♥

Happy New Year 2011 ♥

The Day I Went Away :|

Counting The Day...

I Learn...

Bali Holiday :)

Just a BLINK...

...

(_ _")

Thanx GOD it's Friday !

Still Have Faith in SPAIN ;)

After Midnight

Memories..Will Ever Stay ??

Song at The Moment (It's May Already) :)

Boston

Happy.Sunny.Friday

Posterous :)

NEW UPDATED !!!

It's L♥ve ;)

All About Me

Question Categories

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day

Photos and Montage

SatNite wif Dory Lover ♥

My Random LOVE List

Tryin Really Hard *But i LOVE it*

GOODBYE and HELLO...

Leonid Meteor Shower

I'm OFF...

Type of Blood

Being Single Forever

I MUST Do...(Juz Becoz of You)

Say Hi...

StAg Reunion

The NEW Story

Fairytale...

Random...

Inspired Speech

Drunken Chicken Grilled

Weekend at Home

Hi Peeps...

Existence...

My Thoughts

Autumn In Paris By Ilana Tan

Summer In Seoul By Ilana Tan

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Pictures Area in My Room

Holiday to Situbondo

Thanx to...

Lapar di Pagi Buta....

Santai...Santai...

Prepare for Tomorrow

~ Goong 2; Prince Hours 2 ~

15 THINGS U NEED 2 KNOW.....

You Know You're Indonesian When....

Won't Let You Fall (Ost. Poseidon) by Fergie

PTC's Time wif My Beztiez

Suddenly miss my braces & my black long hair ♥
miss the old times when i don't need to think a lottz...
miss when everything work inside the line,
miss the breeze of the beach, miss all the inspirations,
miss the laugh, miss when everything's get right...
actually i MISS My Life... ♥

Happy B'Day :) Quarter Century plus One

sigh

Tryin Really Hard But i LOVE it