I MUST Do...(Juz Becoz of You)

I don't want to talk with you it doesn't mean that i don't want to talk with you or i don't care bout you, i juz can't pretend there's nothin happen, coz there's sumthin happen with ME *STILL dunno how bout you*.
i do it all this things juz becoz i really really care bout you and i don't want to hurt you, even though it's really hard and hurt me so much, i MUST do. 

The truth is i want to talk with you so badly, it's hard for me to not talkin to you but i MUST do, i juz don't want to hurt you wif my existence *coz u alredi noe the truth*, i juz want to see you happy even i'm unhappy here...

I'm doin all this thing juz becoz of you...

Perhaps...someday we'll meet randomly in better situation and good place :)

Say Hi...

It's been a year i don't write at this blog, oh..i miss this thing, miss writing again... ^^

but STILL...i don't know what i should to write, ooww okay...just pretend that i do the warming up before i write everything inside on my head.

A year has passed, a year has changed everything in my life, i learn a lots since a year, a year made me MUCH MUCH STRONGER, i just try to find my right direction, but when i near all those direction everything just fade away slowly by the time...

STILL THINKING...what happen exactly in MY LIFE???