Suddenly miss my braces & my black long hair ♥
miss the old times when i don't need to think a lottz...
miss when everything work inside the line,
miss the breeze of the beach, miss all the inspirations,
miss the laugh, miss when everything's get right...

actually i MISS My Life... ♥

(◦'ںˉ◦)

OMG...life's full of surprise...indeed...
suddenly got this feeling, feels like a weirdo (@_@)

is this true or not, still didn't know...

Let's everything happened based on HIS way ;)
Hhmmm...GOTCHA !!

♥

Dear FATHER,

Dear My Beloved FATHER,

Even though the Sky is falling, even though the Life getting Darker & Harder...
Still i have very Big Faith to YOU FATHER,
The ONE that i Never Doubt, The ONE that i can Trust in my entire Life...
Actually FATHER...am i that Strong enough??

From: YOUR Daughter who is missing YOU badly ♥

Just want to say:
If you Respect me, i will Respect you MORE !!

Please...NEVER got involved with my business !!
I Own MINE, so be RESPECTFULL !!

In The END...it makes me CAN'T Trust anyone, anybody...

Don't know WHEN the time i CAN Trust anyone....

FAKE & BULLSHIT !! 

Oh, C'mon FATHER...am not that Strong, am tired...very TIRED....
please take me far away from HERE !! 

Can i beg YOU FATHER, please pick me up...

Please hold my hand & TAKE me...

Take all my WOUND...

Take all my Disappointment...

 Just because i'm Patiently enough, that doesn't mean i can do this all my Life,
Actually you don't have any idea what i COULD DO !!

This life starting look like have the color...

Starting to smile again, looks like my personal life more relax, fun & easier ;)

LIFE...please be nice to me this time :)

Today's Quote:

❝ It's not about how MUCH Time you HAVE, It's what you CHOOSE to do with IT !❞
~ Rebecca Wilson | Spy Kids: All the Time in the World ~

It's working time at my spare time & guess what...i meet my friend ;)

Happy Wedding 11/11/11 ♥

Happy Wedding to my Lil' sister *11/11/11*
 
Finally it's your moment to create a New Family, hope everything gonna be Great & full of Blessings ;)

Have a Wonderful Marriage ♥
Cheers :)

At least...My heart beating fast ;)

Life's full of Mystery...can't wait for the next surprise =P

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

I want to give a review for Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream *my latest gift* ;)

This cream makes my hand skin smooth & smelled so good & fresh like real citrus *fresh*, also it has cute package and i found from the review of this product that it contains extracts of such fruits rich in vitamin C as orange, tangerine, lemon and pomelo to soften the rough skin of hands. It allows better nail regeneration. Besides, the product contains arbutin, a whitening ingredient, leaving the skin of hands fair and soft. Love IT !! ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

and you girls can check this product HERE

Smiles :*

Those Korean Souvenirs :)

Today i got souvenirs from my neighbor at my work place & she's also one of my tenant. She's very humble & nicely auntie, and today got a lil' bit shock because she call me & said that she have some souvenirs for me from her latest vacation at Korea, Omo...she remembering me while she's on vacation *Woow...really touched O(╥﹏╥)O*

Then...the souvenirs come to my Office, i got 2 bags of souvenirs. One for Chang Da Jie (one of my Da Jie at office) & one for me and the other friends *because this nicely auntie only known me & Chang Da Jie* hehehehe

When i already received the bag, wondering what inside the bag...then i found lottzz...of snacks (Chocolate with any kind of fruit flavor, choco biscuits, Nori - Seaweed with any kind of flavor, lotzz more of Chocolate *again*, then last but not least an orange jar contained with cream *lately i recognize it as Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream ;)*

It really brighten my day...Today, before the meeting begin i got the pack of souvenirs hehehehe *ohh...snackssss :D :D :D*

Thankies auntie ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

Smiles :*

I Won't Let You Go by James Morrison

Fall in ♥ with this song since the first time i hear it !! 

He has amazing voice, his music is great too, am Lovin IT ! ;)

James Morrison - I Won't Let You Go

• I Choose...Someday •

Time flies really fast...

feels like it still yesterday, but..peoples changed...things changed...

everything starting from the beginning...process then ending, time fades...

peoples married, having baby (birth) then died & so on.

Peoples around me are getting married, yeah...and it really wonderful

having own family, sounds really great, and yeah someday i want to own my own family...

Someday...not at the moment :)

I do lotz of thinking...

peoples always asking me who is my BF & when is my turn to get married, there's a lotz of expectations, it Sucks you know ! *am tired with all that question*

and am not the kind of people who want to make anybody happy being who i am not !

Yesh...someday i want to get married with someone who can grow old with me, maybe...not at the moment.

am happy to choose what i do really want, am happy with my SINGLE LIFE :) *noted*

WHY...peoples always thought that if we want to get Happy we should getting Married ??

that's not what i thought...happiness is what we create inside us, not from a thing or anyone !!

i CHOOSE to live my life happily with / without a Man.

i do really agree with the idea of a Marriage, but that's not fit with me at the moment.

Someday...i will says ❛ I Do ❜

Someday...when i meet ❛ My Stranger ❜

Someday...when GOD showing our Path,

Someday...when we're Ready,

Someday...at right time, right place & right man,

Someday...when we Grateful for each of us Existence,

Someday... ;)

♥

❝ Being Complete doesn't always makes you Happy,
but Being Happy...IT will Complete you :)❞

Dunno why...but suddenly feels that my personal life more Easier...Now, without any interuption from anyone in anyway, but...still my profesional life tough ! *hahaha*

❝ Let anything PROFESIONAL stays PROFESIONAL and anything PERSONAL stays safe in it's Place !❞

P.S: Can't wait for Long Holidays this month, can't wait for end of August ♥

Today finally am OFF !
Going to the Carrefour for buying my monthly needs with my lil' sista, but today shopping really SUCKS, coz there's a lotz of peoples shop for preparing next month holiday (⌣_⌣”) and today i got NO TROLLEY *DAMN !*
hmm...at least today i got some what i do really needs ;)

             Finally i eat it *yayyyy... =P*                                      What i LOVE ♥

 My Today DVD ;) *i ♥ Korean Drama*

Gonna enjoying my Day !! so enjoy it yours too ;)

Fall in Love with this song, don't know why but it feels different...

Been a while i didn't listen to K-Pop, now am back to listen it again =P

비스트 Beast - Fiction

Today's Marathon finally DONE !! :)
Thanx to all the team, who make everything happened really well ^^

Hmm...suddenly blur-ing...

Still praying, trying my best...and i don't give a DAMN for anyone !!

Will spreading my wings & flying, no one can't stop it until...The one who want to flying together :)

Actually...already set the limit since the beginning, this full year will do the hardwork, hardwork & hardwork, another thing is second priority.

arrggh...gonna sleeping now, preparing my bods for tomorrow marathon, actually...am one of the committee >____<

Wish me luck :)

Happy B'Day :) *Quarter Century plus One*

Today is my Quarter Century plus One B'Day... ;)
Thanx LORD i already passed my quarter century with lotz of experienced, sadness, happiness

Thanx for Everything & Everyone in my life ^^

♥

Where I Am ??

Suddenly...i don't know where's my direction...

Suddenly...don't know what i am to do...

all the things just pop out from my head...

Where i am...

What i am to do...

Lotz of thinking,
till' it when i will to do this and that...

perhaps GOD want me through all this things...

Many things happened, but still...i feel that i don't made everything right !

there's still a burried passion, still try to find it, still try to make a way, but till... when??

fortunately...i already lost my gulity feeling, all the sadness...

Will write a new chapter, a new page but it still in the same book :)

will take all the opportunities in front of me,

will exploring myself more deeply,

will do everything like there's no box,

hey...it almost the ending of my Quarter Century

flashback for everything happened, analyse & take the lessons,

counting down...

for my Quarter Century plus One