Happy New Year 2011 ♥

Happy New Year 2011 ♥ 
btw...this year i don't celebrate the New Year, i don't celebrate New Year's Eve too.
What i do at New Year's Eve is SLEEP *Lolz*, hhmm...nothing special in this New Year, it feels like the other average day.

In the morning i woke up, the weather really cloudy & i feels really gloomy. Hmmm...why this New Year is starting with gloomy weather & day :( and it feels like it's not a New Year but only other average day.

Today in this New Year i had a plan to meeting up with my old friends, yeahh...at least i can enjoying my day with Smile & Laugh :) and forgot the gloomy day & part of my heart which is left at 2010 ;)

My Partner in Crimes . Sister. Beztiez ♥ 

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Happy New Year 2011

Starting The New Chapter of 2011 ♥
GBU all :)

The Day I Went Away :|

Today is the last day here at office...and i had just did the Morning Briefing, Farewell briefing to my team, and am typing this thingy from his Lappie *Lolz*, gonna leave him & i must strong :( *am already trying to changed things, but i think the things can't changed anymore....it really hard when we didn't tried to changed it & talk it*

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Counting The Day...

Am counting the day to my FREEDOM... :|
Yeshh...tomorrow will be my last day at Office, it will be relieving yet sadly moment for me...
Relieving because this is that i want to & what i should do to save my heart & improving my future life, Sadly because i'll left some good friends of mine at this place & left my Cracky Heart *if you know what i mean *:( *gonna miss them for sure, esp. him T__T*

Am gonna stand my fight till' the last, hhmmm...actually all the peoples don't know the EXACT reason why i leave the company, i only told a lil' pieces of it, i still keeping it the whole reason for myself *sigh*
I should move on before am getting hurt deeply *in many aspects*, Finally...i've made my decision after a quite long thinking *Praying, Thinking...Thinking..., Bali Moment, etc* & Finally the FINALE gonna happen tomorrow *sigh*
I must strong ! I must moving forward ! Because every Choices has it's own Risks.

Just let everything happen based on GOD's Plan, not mine, because that's the BEST Plan. And because i already trying many as i can, if the things doesn't change then what i should do...i had my own limit too...


Hope...everything ahead will be better than what i've got today...
Am still FIGHTING for my Future, still FIGHTING for my Heart, still FIGHTING for Everything in my Life...

Hope...Tomorrow will be better than Today :)

♥

I Learn...

It's been a while am not blogging, miss my blogging moment badly :(

and it's been half year i work at this investment company, i learn a lot in this place, i learn about life, relationship, and many more that i never got in my previous year, yesh...all the things happened changed me a lot.

It's been few months since my "BLINK" moment, it get better for me even sumtimes i remembered all the things happened and feeling lost :(, i've already try to make a distance but everyday we meet and it makes me sumtimes act really weird or maybe am jealous (_ _"), everything turn into stranger for us, like we never get close before *even sumtimes he act like we're friend but it still strange for me*.

Rite now am gonna resign from this company, and i already told my boss *today* am feeling relieved, i think i left some of my heart at this place....

yesh i learn a lot, i learn to forgive, i learn to love & be loved, i learn to letting go of my past, every people here teach me many things.

I'm happy & sad at the same time....

Ooo..GOD i'm not fall for him already but i do really care bout' him...badly >___< *dunno what happened to me*

Now...am trying to letting go... *poor me :(*

Wish me luck... :)

Bali Holiday :)

Yayyyy...it's my Bali Holiday

after a year planning for this hols with brotha' Bee & Fa, finally we can realization this plan ;)

The Journey's Begin

They Both Gorgeous

Dinner with Bro & Sist :)

Brotha' Bee

B

Sist' Fa

  

With Bro's

It's BEACH TIME...yayyyy ;)

With Marcus (The Traveler) & Ernie :)

Just a BLINK...

it just happened...
after confused thingy, desperate with the "old thing", on the way to my healing thingy...something come even am not really sure coz' lotz of a - z thingy factor & i thought it will really hard to let go the old thing *YESH...i really did*.
it came really fast in my new chapter of life after the "old thing", not realized at first...but after all this things happened & the attentions slowly fade away make me feeling lost...


Honestly...
am feeling comfy...but still lotz of thingy in my head *this & that & not really sure*, but i want those attentions back ! *sounds really selfish..huh !*
it's like GOD says: "Look child I still ♥ you, still blessed u, u still live your life after the "old thing" happened."
hahaha...maybe GOD give me all this "blinking moment" to make me realized that my life still beautiful & wonderful, and one thing..that HE still give me a warm Heart :)
 Thanx FATHER for this experience...will keeping my "precious thing" in safety place, till' YOU open it & giving it to me :) Thanx for this teary smile...Thanx for created me strong outside :) *inside am fragile...ALERT ! Lolz*

Rite now 3:00 AM in the morning & i still can't sleep...after a few hours ago texted *feels like stranger :(* hhmm...later i think should make a distance to make me strong & back to my "safety place" *maybe it really hard coz i'm SELFISH !* maybe this is one of my healing moment after hard to let go the "old thing", maybe this is the TESTING that GOD give me *arrgghhh....really tiring to passing all this moment again*, my mind not really into it & i already blocked it, but honestly why...tears drop from my eyes *after the strange thingy*, but am not really hurt...confusing >__<

still dunno what i feel... maybe i must get over it & passing this testing before am getting deeply into it *SURELY*, still waiting the trully "gift" from GOD :)
wish me luck... *11:11* ;)

Now Playing: I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN by SPLENDER
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Not in my good mood...

Randomly...

BLANK...

but thanx GOD today is Friday, last day of my work week...
typing this thingy at my office...can't wait for going home... :)

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(_ _")

Rite now...am at my office, lil' bit sleepy & tired. Really need a spare time to relaxing my Brain (_ _")
kinda busy these days, i mizz blogging, enjoying my moment, reading my fave book, taking picture, listening my fave song...really mizz those times >__<
will trying to find a spare time to do it my fave things.

 

Rite now...i do really need My BED, PILLOW & BOLSTER & Good song :'(

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Thanx GOD it's Friday !

Been really busy these days, today is the last day working for this week and it's mean i must attending End of Month's meeting *wheeeww*
Really need to hibernate, need to sleep, need to recover my bods !
gonna blogging *again* soon,
will enjoy my Friday nite on the bed & i'll turn the light OFF, Finally *Yatta !* before back to my daily routine

You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
- Eleanor Roosevelt -

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Still Have Faith in SPAIN ;)

wohoooo...am so happy todayyy coz Spain beat Honduras 2:0 after they lost from Switzerland 1:0 at previous match, not really satisfied...but at least they could go to next level and still fighting till the last match at World Cup.

Today thanx to DV7 (David Villa), even though he missed the penalty kick goal am still happy, he's still da man, all the scores has made by him with others help *of course* :)

SPAIN is the greatest team ever !

btw...my Fave one in this team are not the striker, i love the Goalkeeper "Iker Casillas Fernandez" he had a great skill, agility, speed & also a Saviour for the Team. Talented Captain.

i HEART 'em ♥

The Dynamic Duo ♥

San Iker (St. Iker) :)

P.S: Whatever happen...i STILL have Faith in SPAIN, Vida La España ;)

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After Midnight

arrghh...i miss this blogging thingy moment...
miss to write what i feel, miss to post the pic that i like, miss my productive writing moment after midnight, miss many things here... ;)
Think i'm gonna start blogging again *frequently*
most of my blogging moment starting when i'm feeling depressed with all the situations around me and what my heart feels, it feels like yesterday happened when i'm feeling stressful with my uni thingy, but Thanx GOD all this confusing thingy is almost over =D *still bless me LORD*
and i'm lil' bit confusing too with my 3 major blogs, i love these 3 blogs (Blogspot, Wordpress, Posterous) coz each blog had their own characteristic & advantages, which one should i choose become my major blog (_ _") *i love 3 of it !* too much blog huh ?!
hmmm...one thing for sure, i'll continue blogging with these 3 blogs and maybe i don't need to choose it ;)
will writing on these 3 wonderful blogs of mine ^^
♥

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