Excited mode: ON

Oh LORD...am EXCITED >___<
a lot of things come across into my mind, exciting with all the ideas, woohoo...my heart beat faster NOW !!
Can't wait to REALIZE IT !!
Now...am still doing the surveying & observing, hope 2011 will be my success year, AMEN.
Yesh...Yesh...LORD is So GREAT, will taking care of My LIFE & My FAMILY now :)

Wish me Luck peepz :)

I'm a Brown Tiger :)

I've found this Fun Application when am browsing on the internet.
Check the site HERE
This application such as a fortune telling thingy, they tell your personality based on your date of birth.

and here's my Result:

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.

You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.
You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.
Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.

Hmm...it really surprised hahahaha, what do you think?
Go on check it yours... ;)

Better Off This Way :)

Hello world...
i've already make decision & take control of my heart, maybe...am better off this way..., i think GOD already showing me the sign :)
will healing my heart first & recently DON'T WANT to get involved in any Love Relationship,  but if am falling in love...it will be another story, i just want those feeling come to me naturally :), hmm...let say i just want "ACCIDENTALY IN LOVE but STAY IN PURPOSE" not because am feeling Lonely or being force by all the things / peoples surround me.

I will make a Living & enjoy every single of it :)

AM READY FOR LIFE
AM READY FOR NEW CHAPTER
AM READY FOR NEW EXPERIENCE

Wish Me Luck ^^ 

Complicated...

Suddenly missing him... (╥_╥)

totally have no idea what should i do, i can't meet him anymore... *maybe i can meet him occasionally*

Actually i met him everyday before...and now can not see his stupid, funny yet seriously face...makes me missing him BADLY >__<

*Honestly...i messed up everything, it's just because of me... and now when i already lost it made me feel sad (_ _")*

Already Tired (_ _")

Wooo...am TIRED !! 
Lot of things happened really fast lately...

Confusing...dunno what to do, already trying to make a change, but it didn't work, hmm...maybe this is my fault for giving an ignorance, but actually i NEVER mean it :'(

arrghhh...!!!
Tired of THINKING...
Tired of WONDERING...
Tired of GUESSING...
(_ _")

GOD...actually gave me some answer that day, but i think it still on progress, a lil' bit shock...when i miss that person, he shows up at my house *not for me, like he used to be, but for another thing*, and the other one is angry with me becoz' i didn't pick up his call *but i don't miss him* *haiiiisshh....* hate this feeling....TIRED !!!

Ooww...geezz gonna sleep soon, my body & mind really need a break, hope i can safely back into my normal life, Bless me FATHER...

*sigh*

Hhhm...actually am COMPLICATED !! (╥_╥)

My feeling is messed up, i mean really messed up...

Still being attached with my previous feeling *trying to cleaning & healing my heart* but suddenly another one is come into my life very fast & am not ready for that (still dun have any feeling...Randomly) *coz i don't want to hurt anybody*

Ohh...GOD is this UR answer to me, so sorry becoz am pushing U really hard...

am needing UR answer, i mean The BEST ANSWER...

What I'm Doing...Recently

I just can't sleep...
enjoying my productive nite moment ;)

What am doing is:  

• Making 2011 Resolution
• Preparing for ma Online Shop Stuff *it's been hiatus for bout' six months, because of my Office Work*
• Listening to Secondhand Serenade, The Script & Daughtry *Three of my My fave Music ♥*
• Blogging *LOLz*
• Downloading Songz :)
• Monitoring gold price *still monitoring it...hehehehe*

Really enjoying what am doing :) :)
and maybe i just don't want to sleep *LOLz*

2011 ♥

It's 2011 !

Suddenly got the feeling that this year gonna be Great :)
actually 2010 is my hardest year so far, from the beginning of 2010 till' the end of the year i felt really hard to through it.

in 2010...
All the "test & trial" is come over, over & over again (_ _"), but i learn a lot from this year & it changed me to be a better me :)

Happy New Year 2011 ♥

Happy New Year 2011 ♥ 
btw...this year i don't celebrate the New Year, i don't celebrate New Year's Eve too.
What i do at New Year's Eve is SLEEP *Lolz*, hhmm...nothing special in this New Year, it feels like the other average day.

In the morning i woke up, the weather really cloudy & i feels really gloomy. Hmmm...why this New Year is starting with gloomy weather & day :( and it feels like it's not a New Year but only other average day.

Today in this New Year i had a plan to meeting up with my old friends, yeahh...at least i can enjoying my day with Smile & Laugh :) and forgot the gloomy day & part of my heart which is left at 2010 ;)

My Partner in Crimes . Sister. Beztiez ♥ 

US

Happy New Year 2011

Starting The New Chapter of 2011 ♥
GBU all :)

The Day I Went Away :|

Today is the last day here at office...and i had just did the Morning Briefing, Farewell briefing to my team, and am typing this thingy from his Lappie *Lolz*, gonna leave him & i must strong :( *am already trying to changed things, but i think the things can't changed anymore....it really hard when we didn't tried to changed it & talk it*

.....

Counting The Day...

Am counting the day to my FREEDOM... :|
Yeshh...tomorrow will be my last day at Office, it will be relieving yet sadly moment for me...
Relieving because this is that i want to & what i should do to save my heart & improving my future life, Sadly because i'll left some good friends of mine at this place & left my Cracky Heart *if you know what i mean *:( *gonna miss them for sure, esp. him T__T*

Am gonna stand my fight till' the last, hhmmm...actually all the peoples don't know the EXACT reason why i leave the company, i only told a lil' pieces of it, i still keeping it the whole reason for myself *sigh*
I should move on before am getting hurt deeply *in many aspects*, Finally...i've made my decision after a quite long thinking *Praying, Thinking...Thinking..., Bali Moment, etc* & Finally the FINALE gonna happen tomorrow *sigh*
I must strong ! I must moving forward ! Because every Choices has it's own Risks.

Just let everything happen based on GOD's Plan, not mine, because that's the BEST Plan. And because i already trying many as i can, if the things doesn't change then what i should do...i had my own limit too...


Hope...everything ahead will be better than what i've got today...
Am still FIGHTING for my Future, still FIGHTING for my Heart, still FIGHTING for Everything in my Life...

Hope...Tomorrow will be better than Today :)

♥