Suddenly miss my braces & my black long hair ♥
miss the old times when i don't need to think a lottz...
miss when everything work inside the line,
miss the breeze of the beach, miss all the inspirations,
miss the laugh, miss when everything's get right...

actually i MISS My Life... ♥

(◦'ںˉ◦)

OMG...life's full of surprise...indeed...
suddenly got this feeling, feels like a weirdo (@_@)

is this true or not, still didn't know...

Let's everything happened based on HIS way ;)
Hhmmm...GOTCHA !!

♥

Dear FATHER,

Dear My Beloved FATHER,

Even though the Sky is falling, even though the Life getting Darker & Harder...
Still i have very Big Faith to YOU FATHER,
The ONE that i Never Doubt, The ONE that i can Trust in my entire Life...
Actually FATHER...am i that Strong enough??

From: YOUR Daughter who is missing YOU badly ♥

Just want to say:
If you Respect me, i will Respect you MORE !!

Please...NEVER got involved with my business !!
I Own MINE, so be RESPECTFULL !!

In The END...it makes me CAN'T Trust anyone, anybody...

Don't know WHEN the time i CAN Trust anyone....

FAKE & BULLSHIT !! 

Oh, C'mon FATHER...am not that Strong, am tired...very TIRED....
please take me far away from HERE !! 

Can i beg YOU FATHER, please pick me up...

Please hold my hand & TAKE me...

Take all my WOUND...

Take all my Disappointment...

 Just because i'm Patiently enough, that doesn't mean i can do this all my Life,
Actually you don't have any idea what i COULD DO !!

This life starting look like have the color...

Starting to smile again, looks like my personal life more relax, fun & easier ;)

LIFE...please be nice to me this time :)

Today's Quote:

❝ It's not about how MUCH Time you HAVE, It's what you CHOOSE to do with IT !❞
~ Rebecca Wilson | Spy Kids: All the Time in the World ~

It's working time at my spare time & guess what...i meet my friend ;)

Happy Wedding 11/11/11 ♥

Happy Wedding to my Lil' sister *11/11/11*
 
Finally it's your moment to create a New Family, hope everything gonna be Great & full of Blessings ;)

Have a Wonderful Marriage ♥
Cheers :)

At least...My heart beating fast ;)

Life's full of Mystery...can't wait for the next surprise =P

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

I want to give a review for Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream *my latest gift* ;)

This cream makes my hand skin smooth & smelled so good & fresh like real citrus *fresh*, also it has cute package and i found from the review of this product that it contains extracts of such fruits rich in vitamin C as orange, tangerine, lemon and pomelo to soften the rough skin of hands. It allows better nail regeneration. Besides, the product contains arbutin, a whitening ingredient, leaving the skin of hands fair and soft. Love IT !! ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

and you girls can check this product HERE

Smiles :*

Those Korean Souvenirs :)

Today i got souvenirs from my neighbor at my work place & she's also one of my tenant. She's very humble & nicely auntie, and today got a lil' bit shock because she call me & said that she have some souvenirs for me from her latest vacation at Korea, Omo...she remembering me while she's on vacation *Woow...really touched O(╥﹏╥)O*

Then...the souvenirs come to my Office, i got 2 bags of souvenirs. One for Chang Da Jie (one of my Da Jie at office) & one for me and the other friends *because this nicely auntie only known me & Chang Da Jie* hehehehe

When i already received the bag, wondering what inside the bag...then i found lottzz...of snacks (Chocolate with any kind of fruit flavor, choco biscuits, Nori - Seaweed with any kind of flavor, lotzz more of Chocolate *again*, then last but not least an orange jar contained with cream *lately i recognize it as Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream ;)*

It really brighten my day...Today, before the meeting begin i got the pack of souvenirs hehehehe *ohh...snackssss :D :D :D*

Thankies auntie ;)

Tony Moly Tangerine Whitening Hand Cream

Smiles :*

I Won't Let You Go by James Morrison

Fall in ♥ with this song since the first time i hear it !! 

He has amazing voice, his music is great too, am Lovin IT ! ;)

James Morrison - I Won't Let You Go

• I Choose...Someday •

Time flies really fast...

feels like it still yesterday, but..peoples changed...things changed...

everything starting from the beginning...process then ending, time fades...

peoples married, having baby (birth) then died & so on.

Peoples around me are getting married, yeah...and it really wonderful

having own family, sounds really great, and yeah someday i want to own my own family...

Someday...not at the moment :)

I do lotz of thinking...

peoples always asking me who is my BF & when is my turn to get married, there's a lotz of expectations, it Sucks you know ! *am tired with all that question*

and am not the kind of people who want to make anybody happy being who i am not !

Yesh...someday i want to get married with someone who can grow old with me, maybe...not at the moment.

am happy to choose what i do really want, am happy with my SINGLE LIFE :) *noted*

WHY...peoples always thought that if we want to get Happy we should getting Married ??

that's not what i thought...happiness is what we create inside us, not from a thing or anyone !!

i CHOOSE to live my life happily with / without a Man.

i do really agree with the idea of a Marriage, but that's not fit with me at the moment.

Someday...i will says ❛ I Do ❜

Someday...when i meet ❛ My Stranger ❜

Someday...when GOD showing our Path,

Someday...when we're Ready,

Someday...at right time, right place & right man,

Someday...when we Grateful for each of us Existence,

Someday... ;)

♥

❝ Being Complete doesn't always makes you Happy,
but Being Happy...IT will Complete you :)❞

Dunno why...but suddenly feels that my personal life more Easier...Now, without any interuption from anyone in anyway, but...still my profesional life tough ! *hahaha*

❝ Let anything PROFESIONAL stays PROFESIONAL and anything PERSONAL stays safe in it's Place !❞

P.S: Can't wait for Long Holidays this month, can't wait for end of August ♥

Today finally am OFF !
Going to the Carrefour for buying my monthly needs with my lil' sista, but today shopping really SUCKS, coz there's a lotz of peoples shop for preparing next month holiday (⌣_⌣”) and today i got NO TROLLEY *DAMN !*
hmm...at least today i got some what i do really needs ;)

             Finally i eat it *yayyyy... =P*                                      What i LOVE ♥

 My Today DVD ;) *i ♥ Korean Drama*

Gonna enjoying my Day !! so enjoy it yours too ;)

Fall in Love with this song, don't know why but it feels different...

Been a while i didn't listen to K-Pop, now am back to listen it again =P

비스트 Beast - Fiction

Today's Marathon finally DONE !! :)
Thanx to all the team, who make everything happened really well ^^

Hmm...suddenly blur-ing...

Still praying, trying my best...and i don't give a DAMN for anyone !!

Will spreading my wings & flying, no one can't stop it until...The one who want to flying together :)

Actually...already set the limit since the beginning, this full year will do the hardwork, hardwork & hardwork, another thing is second priority.

arrggh...gonna sleeping now, preparing my bods for tomorrow marathon, actually...am one of the committee >____<

Wish me luck :)

Happy B'Day :) *Quarter Century plus One*

Today is my Quarter Century plus One B'Day... ;)
Thanx LORD i already passed my quarter century with lotz of experienced, sadness, happiness

Thanx for Everything & Everyone in my life ^^

♥

Where I Am ??

Suddenly...i don't know where's my direction...

Suddenly...don't know what i am to do...

all the things just pop out from my head...

Where i am...

What i am to do...

Lotz of thinking,
till' it when i will to do this and that...

perhaps GOD want me through all this things...

Many things happened, but still...i feel that i don't made everything right !

there's still a burried passion, still try to find it, still try to make a way, but till... when??

fortunately...i already lost my gulity feeling, all the sadness...

Will write a new chapter, a new page but it still in the same book :)

will take all the opportunities in front of me,

will exploring myself more deeply,

will do everything like there's no box,

hey...it almost the ending of my Quarter Century

flashback for everything happened, analyse & take the lessons,

counting down...

for my Quarter Century plus One

10:56 pm

I had just come home, such a tough day at office *sigh*

i mean really it is.

really though...all the ending & decision just already happened.

Lost a friend...

even he make mistake *BIG MISTAKE*...he still be my friend, everybody got a second chance rite??

even we're not at the same place, hope we can still be friend :)
Gud luck then & FAREWELL my friend...

till we meet again...

❝ Actually i Thank GOD, HE didn't gave what i WANT, HE give me what i NEED ♥ ❞

Updating...

Hii...wanna say hi & updating... =P

Been a while & lotz many things happened, Now...am already work at one of the biggest property group in town since the beginning of April :) *still in the process of learning too...*
 
Hmm...but dunno why...i still do chasing my passion, still can't forget it, still want to do it, still want to reach it, still want to make it come true, still want IT, still want...
trying to find a way to going there...

Wish me luck, Cheers ♥

ps: am already getting over him, if he's happy, am happy too...for all the decision he made :)
thanx for not giving him to me LORD *yayyy...Thanx LORD :)*

Thanx :)

I don't know why you said "Thanx" at those moment, when i asked why you said that? 

you just said..."don't ask", coz' you already tired & will going to sleep. 

Then the day after Happened !

hhmm...but maybe i already got it Now...WHY !

Trial & Error huhh..
 

Maybe this is it...

It just Only IF... :)

It could be the last time, coz i won't into it anymore...

Won't reply your calling *anywhere*, must standing on your own thought & decision.
already made a promise that i won't care anymore...
i won't "Be There" anymore :| 

FAREWELL...

Excited mode: ON

Oh LORD...am EXCITED >___<
a lot of things come across into my mind, exciting with all the ideas, woohoo...my heart beat faster NOW !!
Can't wait to REALIZE IT !!
Now...am still doing the surveying & observing, hope 2011 will be my success year, AMEN.
Yesh...Yesh...LORD is So GREAT, will taking care of My LIFE & My FAMILY now :)

Wish me Luck peepz :)

I'm a Brown Tiger :)

I've found this Fun Application when am browsing on the internet.
Check the site HERE
This application such as a fortune telling thingy, they tell your personality based on your date of birth.

and here's my Result:

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.

You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.
You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.
Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.

Hmm...it really surprised hahahaha, what do you think?
Go on check it yours... ;)

Better Off This Way :)

Hello world...
i've already make decision & take control of my heart, maybe...am better off this way..., i think GOD already showing me the sign :)
will healing my heart first & recently DON'T WANT to get involved in any Love Relationship,  but if am falling in love...it will be another story, i just want those feeling come to me naturally :), hmm...let say i just want "ACCIDENTALY IN LOVE but STAY IN PURPOSE" not because am feeling Lonely or being force by all the things / peoples surround me.

I will make a Living & enjoy every single of it :)

AM READY FOR LIFE
AM READY FOR NEW CHAPTER
AM READY FOR NEW EXPERIENCE

Wish Me Luck ^^ 

Complicated...

Suddenly missing him... (╥_╥)

totally have no idea what should i do, i can't meet him anymore... *maybe i can meet him occasionally*

Actually i met him everyday before...and now can not see his stupid, funny yet seriously face...makes me missing him BADLY >__<

*Honestly...i messed up everything, it's just because of me... and now when i already lost it made me feel sad (_ _")*

Already Tired (_ _")

Wooo...am TIRED !! 
Lot of things happened really fast lately...

Confusing...dunno what to do, already trying to make a change, but it didn't work, hmm...maybe this is my fault for giving an ignorance, but actually i NEVER mean it :'(

arrghhh...!!!
Tired of THINKING...
Tired of WONDERING...
Tired of GUESSING...
(_ _")

GOD...actually gave me some answer that day, but i think it still on progress, a lil' bit shock...when i miss that person, he shows up at my house *not for me, like he used to be, but for another thing*, and the other one is angry with me becoz' i didn't pick up his call *but i don't miss him* *haiiiisshh....* hate this feeling....TIRED !!!

Ooww...geezz gonna sleep soon, my body & mind really need a break, hope i can safely back into my normal life, Bless me FATHER...

*sigh*

Hhhm...actually am COMPLICATED !! (╥_╥)

My feeling is messed up, i mean really messed up...

Still being attached with my previous feeling *trying to cleaning & healing my heart* but suddenly another one is come into my life very fast & am not ready for that (still dun have any feeling...Randomly) *coz i don't want to hurt anybody*

Ohh...GOD is this UR answer to me, so sorry becoz am pushing U really hard...

am needing UR answer, i mean The BEST ANSWER...

What I'm Doing...Recently

I just can't sleep...
enjoying my productive nite moment ;)

What am doing is:  

• Making 2011 Resolution
• Preparing for ma Online Shop Stuff *it's been hiatus for bout' six months, because of my Office Work*
• Listening to Secondhand Serenade, The Script & Daughtry *Three of my My fave Music ♥*
• Blogging *LOLz*
• Downloading Songz :)
• Monitoring gold price *still monitoring it...hehehehe*

Really enjoying what am doing :) :)
and maybe i just don't want to sleep *LOLz*

2011 ♥

It's 2011 !

Suddenly got the feeling that this year gonna be Great :)
actually 2010 is my hardest year so far, from the beginning of 2010 till' the end of the year i felt really hard to through it.

in 2010...
All the "test & trial" is come over, over & over again (_ _"), but i learn a lot from this year & it changed me to be a better me :)

Happy New Year 2011 ♥

Happy New Year 2011 ♥ 
btw...this year i don't celebrate the New Year, i don't celebrate New Year's Eve too.
What i do at New Year's Eve is SLEEP *Lolz*, hhmm...nothing special in this New Year, it feels like the other average day.

In the morning i woke up, the weather really cloudy & i feels really gloomy. Hmmm...why this New Year is starting with gloomy weather & day :( and it feels like it's not a New Year but only other average day.

Today in this New Year i had a plan to meeting up with my old friends, yeahh...at least i can enjoying my day with Smile & Laugh :) and forgot the gloomy day & part of my heart which is left at 2010 ;)

My Partner in Crimes . Sister. Beztiez ♥ 

US

Happy New Year 2011

Starting The New Chapter of 2011 ♥
GBU all :)